And just when I thought I wouldn't lose anyone else. Me and my bestfriend have had an argument and so forth, fallen out. It's sad really as I really though nothing like this would ever happen between us but in the recent times, it was inevitably. It was a pretty pointless argument too if you ask me. Going from spending each school day with someone you can tell anything about to not speaking a word is the strangest feeling. It was odd not to her her voice talking to me about the latest gossip and talking about other people because we wouldn't say anything to the people we were talking about. All that we have now is the awkward silence when no one else is talking and the few seconds of eye contact before either of us looks away. Luckily, I strongly believe it won't last. I could see she very much missed talking to me as I know she doesn't really have anyone else to talk to like she used to speak to me. I really hope we'll work this out to be honest. I mean it can't go on forever right? I've known her ever since she joined our school last year, which yes, isn't long at all to really know someone but for us, It was most certainly long enough. She's been there for me through everything and helped me to recover from it all. She's been a shoulder to cry on, someone to hug, a friend to laugh with, a best friend to tell everything I feel to. It's really sad seeing two people like us fall out. I mean, once my friends and other best friend found out; I don't think they ever considered it happening and neither did I. 'But you're inseparably though..?' 'But you're best friends, you were fine the other day?' Most of them just said something along those lines and there 100% right. We'll see how it ends up though. Who knows we might just give in and be perfectly fine together. Least if we do make up, we'll have a stronger friendship. This has just added more hassle to my life right now and I just can't deal with it like this much longer.
Let's hope we're okay soon,