Jealousy - Marina Diamandis



I've been thinking lately, and I've been trying to figure some things out. Why, when I was a child, did I feel the need to befriend everybody who didn't want to be friends with me. Nowadays if someone is rude to me, I just think f*ck them, and I'm on my way. If someone doesn't treat me with respect then I don't treat them with respect. I just can't understand why I was such a pushover, and why I felt the need to give my attention to people who I know render insignificant. I mean really, all those people will ever be for the rest of my life, are distant horrible memories. So why, when we are children do we think that being nice to someone who doesn't desereve it, is ok? Because they don't. I needed to go through all that I went through, to be treated the way I was, to be the person I am today. I wouldn't want to go back in time and tell myself what I know now, because then I would never have discovered it. And yes, maybe I wouldn't be so psychologically scarred, I also wouldn't be as resiliant as I am today. So I am in some way thankful for being bullied, because it has ensured that I will never be a bad person, welll what I consider a bad person to be. 

Just a bit of rambling (: I needed to get it out of my system.
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