I'm never going to be what he wants. He's never gonna want me... Whatever, I'm done with this.
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Are you highly attracted to anyone right now?
I mean I was, I think I still am, but it doesn't mean anything because he doesn't like me like that.
Single or taken?
Single, for life.
Have you ever dyed your hair?
Like grade 7 but I let it grow out so it's all natural colour now.
Do you look anything like your best friend(s)?
Haha, no, not at all.
Are you in high school?
Yes, i'm currently in grade 11.
What are your favourite shows?
Vampire Diaries, Pretty Little Liars, Glee, and Once Upon A Time.
Do you have pets?
I used to. Not anymore though. :(
Do you have a favourite letter?
Actually, not really.
What are your classes this semester?
In order: english, gym, drawing and painting, and peer tutoring gym.
As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
A person and all the things I need to talk to them about but won't.
What colour is your shirt?
Black. Pretty simple.
Do you miss anyone?
Yeah, my bestfriends Krystal because I don't see her often at all and Katie because she is on vacation and I haven't seen her for a while.
What are you currently listening too?
T.v.
Are you a forgiving person?
Very forgiving.
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
It either means I don't have anything to say or I'm upset.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Hahahahaha, yeah right! That definitely won't happen.
Did you hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
No. :(
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Fall, all the way!
Do you like when your partner plays with your hair?
I like when ANYBODY plays with my hair.
Are you someone who worries too often?
Yes, it's pretty bad.
Is there anything that you do every week?
Go on tumblr (but that's everyday), and hang with friends.
Have you kissed anyone today?
No.
Is any part of you sad at all?
My mind and heart slightly.
Do you have talent?
I guess so, haha.
If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
It depends.
Who should start the kiss, the girl or the guy?
Um, for me, the boy. But it's most likely the opposite for guys.
Did you lay with someone last night?
No. :(
Where was your default picture taken?
My bedroom.
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
My school, it's a school play shirt.
What is wrong with you right now?
I want to say everything but it's not everything. It's only one thing, and it's just before I started this survey.
Would you date someone right now if they asked?
I actually do not have a decided answer for that.
Do you have siblings?
Yes, one older sister.
Do you think your first love affects the way you go on in life?
Definitely.
Because the first person you fall in love with is the only person that will ever truly get your full love. Sure, you will fall in love with other people throughout your life but the love you feel towards them is completely different from the love you've felt towards your first love because that love was pure.
Where are you right now?
Dinning room.
How has this past week been for you?
Well, because it was only a three day school week that was good but it's just been okay.
Are you waiting for something?
Yeah, but it will never come.
Love anyone?
I believe so. Even though we're not even dating...
How many people are opened up on chat? And who?
Way to many people.
What's the last thing you ate?
Some egg, cheese, and ham sandwich on toasted bread with ketchup. It was really good!
Are your nails painted?
No.
What's your latest notification?
Someone posting something on my wall.
Who was the last person to send you a picture?
Skyler.
Who's your last wall post from?
A friend.
What's your favourite movie?
Matilda and The Little Rascals
What's the last movie you saw?
Can't remember.
Was it any good?
It most likely was I just can't remember what it was.
Do any of your friends look like someone from a movie?
Some, kind of.
Do you have a favourite name?
Zac.
Do you have a favourite time?
3:33 I suppose.
Do you know what you want to do with your future?
Actually no. It's pretty sad.
What does your hair look like right now?
Really wavy.
Are you ticklish?
Nope, not really.
Have you ever had braces?
Nope.
Did you play in the snow this winter?
Hahaha, what snow? It was awful this Winter. :( I mean there was snow, but not very much of it. There was maybe 10-20 centimeters.. So not much. :( Come on Canada, what is happening?
What are you tired of?
Falling for guys that don't like me back.
What's your favourite song at the moment?
Amazing- Aerosmith and Don't Cry- Guns n' Roses
What's the last book you read?
Kissed By An Angel by Elizabeth Chandler
Has anyone hugged you and at the same time lifted you up recently?
No.
What have you done that was interesting this week?
Seen friends at school. :)
Be honest: first and last name of the last person to text you?
Carlie, but not saying her last name.
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
Who knows.. He doesn't even know he has it so..
Could you date someone who used poor grammar?
No I don't think so, it bugs me.
Who was the last person you slow danced with?
The person who doesn't know he has my heart and doesn't like me back like that.
But honestly, now, I just want to be his friend.
Do you believe in karma?
Oh, yes, I do.
Have you ever told anyone about your true feelings?
Yeah.
Die by knife, gun, or sword?
Gun.
Would you be willing to go to a slaughterhouse and kill a cow?
Um, no..
Do you eat meat?
Yeah.
Does anyone like you?
Hahaha, you're funny! No one likes me like that. I'm pretty sure of it.
Do people underestimate your intelligence?
Sometimes.
Do you hide your emotions?
Very well.
If you could either float on the moon, or snorkel in the ocean, which?
Float on the moon.
Do you wish on stars?
Sometimes.
Will you be in a relationship in 50 days?
Nope, like I said earlier in this survey, no one likes me like that.
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
No.
Ever talked to someone who was drunk?
Haha, yeah.
What are you most excited about?
Um, can't think of anything that's exciting at the moment. Haha!
If you could get a new cell phone right now, which would you choose?
An I-phone.
Last person you said I love you to?
My mom. <3
How do you feel about Dr. Pepper?
It's good!
Are you afraid of shots?
Like needles or drinks? Either one, no, I'm not.
Day been rough?
Not today.
Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Usually, yeah.
Do you think you've changed over the past year?
Yes, I most definitely have. For sure.
When is the next time you will see any of your siblings?
Not sure.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Story of my life. I always end up doing that.
Last thing that made you cry?
Something that had to do with someone.
Do you have a bad temper?
No.
Do you think you'll have a secret Valentine this year?
Haha, probally not.
Are you currently sad?
I'm not sad, but not happy. You know? In between.
Did you smoke weed on 420?
I don't smoke weed period.
Have you done something recently that you regret?
Kind of.
Do you think age matters in relationships?
Well, it's not the most important thing. But it does matter when the person is old enough to be your father or mother.
What were you doing at 5 AM this morning?
Sleeping! <3
Do you have trust issues?
Not really.
How have you been sleeping recently?
Okay, but been waking up earlier than usual. I used to wake up around 10:00-11:00 but now i'm waking up at like 8:30-9:30ish.
Do you get frustrated quickly?
Yeah, I can.
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
Carlie.
Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
Let's hope not!
Would you want someone to tell you if they had feelings for you right now?
YES.
ily or I love you?
I love you.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yeah, one of my bestfriends.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I don't like crying in front of people so I barely do.
Is there anyone you just can't give up on?
Yep.
Do you hate the last girl you were texting?
No way!
Are you in a good mood right now?
Sort of.
Is something bothering you right now?
Yes.
What woke you up this morning?
The sunshine, it was super bright.
Do you always worry about a loved one?
Yeah.
What happened a year ago today?
Um.. Can't think, I don't remember.
Ever played twister?
Yes, when I was like 7.
Do you have any shoes that you don't wear?
Yeah, quite a few pairs.
When is the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex?
Haha, who knows.
Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
Yes, for sure.
Would you rather hear a lie to make you happy or the truth that hurts?
Truth.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Yeah.
Last time you had a sleepover?
Um, like two weeks ago. I believe.
Does anyone call you babe or baby?
No.
What was the last movie you watched, with who?
Can't remember what movie but it was with my parents.
Would you rather date someone older than you or younger?
Older. By 1-2 years at the most.
Do your friends tell you that you can do better and deserve better?
Yes, they say I deserve better.
Can you go a day without thinking about the person that’s on your mind now?
I've tried it before and it didn't work. But it's starting to get easier to do now.
What should you be doing right now?
Not much of anything really.
When was the last time you received a text that made you smile?
Two nights ago.