RUMOR MILL.
Ara's underwear party (lmao!)
I walked into Ara's apartment with a slightly annoyed disposition. My head was pounding from the previous night's all-nighter (college serves me well) and also with worry about Eddie. I hadn't talked to him since my Mexican fiesta birthday, where I was left horribly in confusion and doubt. I knew Eddie was going to be at the underwear party (yes, you heard me right) and I was afraid of what may or may not go on there. After hesitating, with my hair whipping in my face like mad, I threw the door open and walked in. It was a strange sight. Everyone was practically butt-naked (with the exception of underwear... HA). I slipped off my shoes and cosmic (literally!) sweatshirt and joined Monika, Ara and Alek. I was feeling horribly self conscious, but disregarded it, considering that no one would probably remember in the morning anyways. I spotted Eddie on the far side of the room, and when we locked gazes, we both looked away. My cheeks flushed and my heart skipped a beat as I walked over and got a martini. Eddie was right at my heels and I couldn't turn away from him this time.
"Let me do that for you.." he said, grabbing the glass and handing it to me.
"Thanks..." I said, looking up at him for the first time. He looked tired. Tired and anxious. I wanted to know what he was up to. I knew that expression. "I really liked your gift, you know... It's in my car right now, to be written on as soon as I leave," I said, and chuckled.
He laughed as he grabbed my hands, "Look Lena, I don't want this to be awkward. I like you, and I want to be with you, and I know you feel the same way. What's wrong?"
My underwear-clad self felt miniscule compared to him (who, funnily enough, was wearing shamrock boxers. Better than Cain's tighty-whitey's in any case). My hands were clammy and cold, and I sat down at the nearest chair. Eddie followed suit.
"Look. I like you. I do. A lot. More than I'd like to, obviously, or we wouldn't be dealing with this right now. I don't like this feeling; not being in control. You should know how it feels, considering your situation," I said, probably a little more harshly than I had meant to.
"Let loose a little, Lena," he said, intently.
"Nice alliteration," I said, and laughed.
"Ha. Ha." he said, rolling his eyes, "now what's it gonna be? What's your answer?"
"I..." I started, not knowing what to do. I liked (possibly loved) Eddie. So much. And I didn't want this feeling to leave. Ever since the day I had broken my wrist, and he had somehow come to the rescue, he was constantly in my brain, clouding my thoughts. My mind strayed to my party, when we finally kissed. I wanted that. I didn't want some hokey friendship that I knew would terminate anyways. I wanted that. I wanted him.
I got up and slid down on his lap, touching my lips to his. We were locked in each other's embrace, and I knew at that point that I had made the right decision.
"I can't believe it, Lena. Are you drunk?" he said, smiling at me.
"No.. are you?" I said, and returned the look.
"No. That's strange," he replied with a grin and hugged me tight. My heart felt full, and somehow, the fact that I had absolutely no sleep didn't even seem to bother me. I was happy... finally. And it had to get to the point where we were both hugging, in our underwear, in the center of a party.
What can I say?
I've always been prone to drama, I suppose.
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HA.
Oh god. But yay. Finally.
I'm getting my bottom braces off in 2 weeks. Yes! :D
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