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I fluttered my eyes open yeaterday happend like a dream i remember Jake kissing me with passion i loved him ughh i turn around and see jake he was sleeping he looked like an angel. He opened his eyes and said "Good morning beautiful." And kissed me again with tons of passion too much but i liked it then...My door open and i heard Paul and Embry say "Ughh guys come on will you stop eww." "Well you should knock!" Jake said i noticed he was on top of me poor Embry and Paul they had to see this. "Yup he's right Embry i told you." paul blamed Embry."What this was your idea not to knock!" "Ok what do you want guys?" Jake said. He was sitting on the bed me at his side."Well we wanted to know if you guys wanted to go cliff diving?" Paul said. "Where is Billy?" i asked "He went fishing with some friend of his he left some note on the counter." Em said. "Ok we will go.You want to?" jake asked me "Anywhere with you." i said he kissed me with tenderness "Ughh ok we'll leave you guys alone we'll meet you at La push."Paul said while my mind was on jake while he kissed me we were soo in love he was everthing i wanted only him i would do anything for him he stopped kissing me and said "Ok lets get ready let me get dressed be right back." "Ok." i said an he went to his room i got up and put on some shorts on top of my bikini it was lime green with pink flowers,and i put on a tank top that was this very bright yellow.Jake came back he had his shorts on and of course no top on ughh his chest was soo perfect i needed to kiss him i walked up to him and wraped my arms around his neck an kissed him with everything i had."Wow Anabelle that was some kiss." jake said i giggled he was just too perfect soo beautiful inside and out."Come on lets go..Wait are you hungry?' he asked "Umm sorta i'll have some toast." i said i put the bread in the toaster Jake was sitting down at the table reading the newspaper.He put it down and opened his arms towards me "Come sit on my lap."he said "I can't the toast." i looked at the toaster they were already out i must have ben too foucused on Jake "Bring the toast here and sit on my lap and eat." he said.I got the toast and sat in his lap eating "You want some?" i asked "Nope." "Ohh come on open that mouth." i said like if i was talking to a baby "Anabe_" he said put before he could speak i put the toast in his mouth."There you need food your a werewolf remember?" i said "Yeah but im not hungry...But im hungry for your kisses." he said "Your soo silly." i said and kissed him i tried to pull back but he pulled closer then he breaked the powerful kiss and said"Your all i need Anabelle i have this undying love inside of me right now it will never die ever." "Oh Jake me too i love you." i said "Ok lets get going hun." Jake said. "Yup lets take the Rabbit." i said i rememeber when Jacob was buliding it of course me and him weren't in love that time it was the time when me and Jake hated eachother now i couldn't imagine hateing Jake i only loved him.We were outside now the day was soo Beautiful sunny not like always.Very random if it was sunny here in Washington.We sat in the car "Jake can i drive?" "Why would you want to drive?" "I dont know i haven't drove in a long time." i said "Let me drive i don't like when girls drive i should." he said "Ahh Jake always a gentleman." i giggled."Ok." "Soo we're going cliff diving?" i asked no we were driving."Yup can't wait." he said."Yeah i haven't cliff dived in a very long time." i said the last time i cliff dived ws three years ago! "Hey babe i wanted to ask you something." he said "Yeah." "Well are you going to be in the pack i mean you are a werewolf too." he asked.Im not in the pack cause mom didn't want me in the pack i dont know why she said its way too much for me but i always wanted to be in the pack."No mom didn't want me in the pack i really don't know why." i said."Ohh too bad i wanted you there by my side when i go on patrol." he said."Aww i will be there by your side i promise you." i said "But you said you mom-.I cut him off and said "I don't care i will be there im joining the pack if Sam is there at La push then i will ask him." "Anabelle you don't have to i was just making a simple comment." he said."Well i really do want o join really i do." i said."Ok."I couldn't wait to ask Sam if i could join i hope i could.We were now at La push it brought back many memories when i was little i used to come play here with Jake we didn't like eachother but when i used to come here mom made me play with him,And Billy used to make Jake play with me soo we were sorta friends.Paul and Embry were there on the cliff waiting and Sam was there great i could ask him!Jared was there as well and Leah was there along with Seth."Come on Hun lets go." Jake said "Wait give me a kiss." i said he pressed his lips on mine moving swiftly agianst mine."Ok lets go." i said."Hey guys." Leah said."You took so damn long geez." Paul said."Ohh soo i know why they took soo long see they were-." "Shut Up." Jake said cutting Embry off."What happened?" Seth asked "Nothin they were just going at it." Paul said "Ohh you idiot Just shut up." Jake said he seemed embarrassed i couldn't blame him."Ok." Leah said awkwardly."Im jumping first." Seth said."Why don't we jump all together." i said. "Yeah that's a good idea." Leah said."All right in the count of three jump." Sam said.Right i needed to talk to sam but after i will."Okay one-two-three."We all yelled and jumped.I held Jake's hand as we hit the water it was such a good feeling when we all jumped it was just this adrenaline rush.When i hit the water i felt something pull my leg. It was Jake "Ha did i scare you?" he asked as he wraped his arma around my waist "Yes." i giggled.He kissed me softly and romaticly.My arms were wraped aroung his neck."Ughh Get a room." Seth yelled they were already on the sand.Jake and i swam to them.I sat next to Leah and Jake was an the other side of me."Soo is it true?" Leah asked."About what?" i asked what was she talking about? "You know what Paul said." "Ohh umm noo it's not true well we were close but noo." i said.Me and Jake aren't ready for that we need more time."But they did brust in the room when he was kissing me sorta.." I said."Yeah i know what you mean." We laughed Jake was talking to Embry and Jared.Sam was talking to Seth i have to talk to him.I got up and said "Sam can i talk to you for a minitue?" "Sure." he said he walked up to me."Ok well i was wondering..Can i join the pack?" I asked hopefully."No Anabelle you know what your mom said." he said."I know but i really want to." "Is this just cause you want to be with Jacob." He said."Noo well yeah part of it but.I really do cause i want o be part of it it's not fair." "Noo end of discussion." he said and went back to Seth.Jake came up to me and said."He didn't let you did he?" "No." "listen babe it's better that way really." He said."But you said you wanted me there with you." i said."I know but i changed my mind." "You can't just change your mind." i yelled i was losing my temper i had quite a temper."I know but." "I don't what to hear it." i said walking to the car."Bye guys." i said."Later Anabelle." Leah said."Bye Jake." Jared said.He was probably coming."Anabelle wait." I was now in front of the car."What." i hissed.'Listen i just don't want you to get hurt by some bloodsukers." he said "Im a damn wolf Jacob i can't get hurt!" i yelled."Ughh come on Anabelle don't lose your temper soo quickly." "Ohh just.." i said i went inside the car.Jake came in the car as well."Anabelle." he mumbled.I ignored him i didn't want to talk to him as much as i love him he gets me mad.We were now back home i got out of the car and went straight to my room.I layed on the bed and closed my eyes i heard footsteps and someone entered my room.I felt someone lay on the bed next to me.i opened my eyes and it was Jake.I couldn't be mad at him anymore.I kissed him softly."Im sorry i lost my temper soo quickly." i said."Don't be sorry im the one who should be." he said."No i am." "No i am." I was now on top of him kissing him passionately.He was on top now he kissed my neck then my shoulder and my lips moved along with his and day drifted by.