watching.clouds's Polyvore

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whoah. sorry to post this draft, but this is reassurance that I'm not dissapearinggg (again, yikes!)
i have been commenting and checking out sets, but have a ton to go and some pms to write write write (:
how have you been?
i'm really tired. and that's about it at the moment. night, loves.

this is a letter of life, a letter of love.
 
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dear ______,
Stones sink in my throat. Is there someplace for you after? Sometimes I wonder if I am ever really much of anywhere without you. There is this translucent enigma about you. Encircling, tracing, dying. I collect space and entwine it--constellations mesh and concur. Divine astronomy upon concave complex geometries. They say it is letting someone go, but your skeleton smile won’t stop. Won’t stop being like raindrops on my lips when i don’t know where to go and gossamer scarves caressing me. Animation ceases and recollections of that human kind of feeling that i can only recall (mother always said i only retained the cold) from when i had no holes for eyes, and reflected moonlight hoping that you would understand.
thank you,
me
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(please do not repost, this is my own original writing and i am only posting it here for the letter writing contest, thank you)

woah. 10 days gone=bad internet connection + camp far far away
hehe.
well, i guess i'm back...again! but i never was really gone. i have been so busy. i need to find my polyvore skills again. all my drafts and sets are so weird lately.
how have you been?
i need to catch up with everyone!
+ does any1 know why it takes so long for all the items to load now when you go to create a set? :(

answer in your comments pleasee:
teenage mutant ninja turtles or power-rangers?
what do you think about age differences like in a relationship?
which has gotten too cliche/overused: Agyness Deyn or studs?

www.laughlikesilver.tumblr.com
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oh, golly jee. here's a summary of the last few days:
-soccer tryouts, multiple...(these have created a few bumps and bruises on my legs!)
-a summer crush (i'm smiling as I write this)
-graduation parties times 324293475234
-and sending forms for all my summer camps!
basically, I guess. and cooking. yummers.
fill me in on you now? comment!
love you alls. will be checking out sets momentarily.

I've been gone and it is good to be back.
I haven't even touched a computer in SO long! I have been the most busy person on earth, it seems.
But, hey:
I made a tumblr! I am working out the kinks right now!
I feel so relieved to be typing this and have SO much to fill you all in on ;)
Here's the link to my tumblr:
http://laughlikesilver.tumblr.com/

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do something beautiful today.
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hey darlings:
Suppose you had 350 dollars and you had your choice of the above items. Which ones would you buy and why?
All prices are to the right.
Bonus: based on these items, is there any clothing items you have seen that you think I would really like? There will be a prize for whoever recommends the best piece to me!
Thank you so super much (:
Iloveyouallsomuch.

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this girl is radder than heck and don't deny it (:
she has always had inpirational outfits + i love anyone that uses mk as a muse.
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Taylorrrrrr,
darling, you are amazing <3
hope you adore this :)
xoxo

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oh my word.
mhmm--
today i had to explain to this boy about the negative attraction I was feeling towards another guy. while the other guy was sitting right there. awkward.
so, yes, basically, I am dying because of this major math (pre-calc) test I have coming up. bleh. and a writing portfolio and chinese final! grr. utterly horrid.
and then, guess what? it was sooo embarrassing. My whole entire writing class started discussing how much this one boy liked me, right in front of the both of us [we were sitting in a half circle, so everyone joined in]. My teacher even piped in saying:
"[insert my name here], if you had pigtails, [insert boy's name here] he would pull them."
And then she smirked and another girl started talking about what pulling pig tails meant. I hid behind my papers.
in other news, i've always had these three best friends. but, recently, one of them has been changing. it is sad to think that someone you valued so dearly would both hurt you and not understand your desire to save a friendship. needless to say, she is now trying to break me and my other friend apart. oh well, i won't even try to get into it because it doesn't even make that much sense to me. but i have faith that everything will be good in the end and i know that my other best friend is going to be there with me <3
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PS: sorry for being so dramatic + i desperately want some floral shorts of my own ;)