holaa.

of cigarettes and magazines.
 

so. I know NOBODY (except probably sarah) reads these, but for the people (lmao) that DO, my last set said that I couldn't say what I wanted to say.
I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT PAUL(:
lol.
 
I told my friend Chris I liked him too. lol.
okay.
 
So since yesterday, Paul and I have been wearing really similar outfits.
we both wore rainbow sweaters yesterday.
and today, we both wore flannel shirts.
so Michael and Sarah (L) were like "aww. look at the happy couple"
And sarah (knowing I like him) asked what he was wearing tomorrow and demanded I match.
So after school, I walk with him today because Sam is busy. I asked him if he's really gonna do that outfit thing and he said yes and I should too.
We thought it would be interesting if we secretly called each other every morning deciding on our outfits together and not telling Sarah, Michael or anyone else and that we would match all the other days. We would see peoples' reactions when we're matching for the third day in a row and so forth without telling each other what we would wear (shh!).
But the first two days were an utter coincidence. lol.
So he wants to match with me. This is moving slowly, but surely.

I'm not really 100% liking this set. I only made if for one reason, which I am not allowed to explain in this set. I'll explain it in my next. lol.

no lyrics this time. since there are no lyrics.
 
It's friday the thirteenth(:
Today kind of started on a bad note. lol. sorta. But it ended lovely. lol.
Lovely means something.
haha.
Sam wasn't walking with me after school, so I walked with Paul. hehe.
After school today, he was a lot more talkative to me. I was like, whoa. because usually, when I'm with him after school, he usually doesn't talk that much. Or either of us have a friend around and like, Paul's friends would talk to me and he would just listen, I guess?
But I was like, whoa. He has a voice!
I asked him if he was annoyed that I kept talking, and his response kind of made me happy. He was like "I don't mind. I actually like it when you talk to me." WHOOOA. lol.
;D
He also carried my instrument for me(:
so we just talked about things I don't really talk to others about. things like, tofurky. Vegetarian people stuff. It was si weird, too, because when I mention this stuff, people are like ew. And then there's Paul, the only other vegetarian. So it's nice to talk to someone who is the boy version of you. lol.
actually, we really did. And math, and our favorite food, where both of us live, and his little brother (who looks nothing like him)
I have high hopes(:
 
god. I really need a life. All I talk about on here is Paul. lol.
In the next set, I will NOT MENTION his name. At all. or anything in relation.

The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

idk why, but this tank reminds me of Chunk of Change by Passion Pit.
lol.
 
I totally want to buy it a size (or two) too large and wear it with a bandeau. Maybe I should.
I will. lol.

today was alright. lol.
 
Paul is getting more and more comfortable around me(:
 
A while back, I told him that there's a song we have in Jazz Band that I don't own a copy of.
and when my teacher called to play that song today, I looked back and he had a smile at me. And a nervous face for me too.
I smiled back. & he's done that EVERY time we have been playing that song.
He told me he'll call me ( :D ) tonight to remind me to bring it. hopefully, our phone call will go a little longer than just giving me a reminder. plus he's t-mobile, like me. So it's free to talk! haha(:
We have been talking a lot more, too. And he is a LOT more talkative to me. haha.
We were both wearing volcom shirts today, too. lol.
& in spanish, I killed a cockroach with a post-it note and my friend Lauren was like "eww!" and I was like, "It's actually kind of cool."
And I called paul over. And I showed it. Paul was like. "whoa, that's so cool. Hey, soraya; if you look really close, you can even see its guts!" lol. & we're the vegetarians..lol.
 
so far, what we have in common:
lefties.
veg-heads (he's been one all his lifee)
tall. (sarah L says we're the perfect height for each other)
interracial parents.
LOVE Jones Soda
Eat panera bread
Our favorite game portal.
We both like Sun Diego (a store in San Diego) better than PacSun but we still go to PacSun anyways because it's cheaper. lol.
thinks dead cockroaches are cool, apparently.
Loves rainbow sweaters.
 
It's like he's the male version of me..
 
hopefully, it will all work out. I feel like I am gonna tell him any minute, but I can't. It's just, too hard. lol.

:)

so boreed.
 

survey? sure.
 
1. Do you have a camera phone? If so who's the 3rd picture of?
without all the folders, it's a picture/gif of Paul slapping Ben in the face. lol.

2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter m?
Maddie.

3. Who's the last person you called?
My voice mail.

4. Who was your last missed call from?
Kana. It's REALLY old too. I'm pretty consistent when it comes to picking up the phone.

5. Who's the 5th person who comes up under C?
Crystil.
 
6. Who's your speed dial number 2?
Mine goes by letters.

7. Who was your last received call from?
Arvin.
 
8. What does your banner say?
T-Mobile
 
9. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
Like, over 100. for sure. it auto deletes for me.
 
10. What is the background? Why?
me, sivan and emily on the last day of seventh grade. but my wallpaper changes everyday.
 
11. Who's speed dial number 1?
voicemail.

12. Who is the 5th message from in your inbox? What's it say?
It's from Michael and it says "what?"
 
13. Who is the first person under S?
Sally.

14. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Five.
 
15. what service do you have?
T-Mobile.

16. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox:
ohmygod, way too many.

17. who is the 5th person under A?
My brother.
 
18. who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
N/A.
 
19. What does the 6th text message say in your inbox?
It's also from michael and it says:
"Soraya, you know how i said my sister had 3 boyfriends? she has 5, i thought she was joking but i read her text msgs in her phone and she said she has 5! :O"

20. who is the first person in your contacts?
411 & More.
 
Random Questions

1. are you younger than 19?
Yeah.

2. have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a J?
No.

3. how many bathing suits do you own?
Two, I think?
 

4. do you like someone?
HAHAHAHA. YESS!(:
Paul and Justin from Gap. lol. My friend & I went to Gap to visit him but he wasn't working the register. aw.
 
5. have you ever eaten uncooked cookie?
Mmm, yes(:

7. ever eaten soap?
ew, no.

8. what are you listening to right now?
Umbrella Beach by Owl City.

9. is there a place you would like to visit?
Barcelonaa(:

10. what is your favourite kind of dog?
A small ish kind that isn't a chihuahua. lol.

11. have you ever fallen into a mud puddle?
not that I remember..

 
12. do you like winter?
I don't like it when it's cold and dry. My skin cracks like shattered glass.
 
14. are you in a band?
Marching and jazz, yes. Wow, I feel like such a nerd..

15. what are you scared of?
getting hair cuts, mean people, marching band. lol.

16. how long have you had your facebook for?
never had one.

17. favourite beverage?
JONES SODA(:

18. if you could own a monkey, would you?
not really. too much of a hassle.
 
19. do you own anything from american eagle?
Yeah. I own a green floral blouse, a floral cami that I wear underneath clothes, a navy blue cami that I wear underneath clothes, yellow shorts, and some garbage I don't wear. lol.

20. do you listen to rap?
eh, depends what it is and who's singing.

21. do you like fruit?
What kind of question is this? Of course!(:
 
22. do you have a nextel phone?
no.

23. have you ever given a random person your number?
no, but random people have gotten mine.

24. what song do you blast every time you hear it?
1901 by Phoenix. lol.

25. how clean is your room?
It's like my closet threw up. lol.

26. what colour is your room?
Robin-egg blue walls(:
 
27. how’s the weather?
freezing. for california at least. It's like 55 F.
 
28. what are you excited for?
2010(:

29. are you an artist?
eh, not really.
 
30. what are you doing right now?
taking the survey, on meebo, listening to music. the usual.

31. how was your day?
It involved a lot of eye to eye contact/stares with Paul and talking to him. lol. so good(:
Plus I went to the mall.

32. what did you just do?
Looked at the TV.

33. what did you do yesterday?
hm, nothing too interesting.

34. how many pillows do you sleep with?
one.
 
35. do you like smores?
the vegetarian kind.

36. Do you have any plans for today?
Today is already kind of over..
 
37. do you like hugs?
ehh, not really.

38. are you texting anybody right now?
not at the moment.

39. best thing thats happened to you this week?
Hm, Paul? This was an extremely boring week.
 
40. would you rather have 5 million dollars or find true love?
true lovee.

41. what’s your most visited website?
Polyvore probably. or yahoo.com

42. what’s something you really want at the moment?
CLOTHES, Bath & Body Works stuff, and most importantly, Justin/Paul. I think Paul is a more reasonable choice. haha.

43. do you live with your parents?
my dad.

44. Do you have a job?
not yet. & when I do, it's at GAP(: haha.

45. do you know who you’re going to marry?
lol, no. Justin? ahaha.
 
46. what’s your favourite thing to buy?
clothes.
 
47. what are you looking forward to in the next months?
summer :D

48. who’s is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Arvin.
 
49.How often do you cut your hair?
idk. depends

50. favourite TV show?
90210 and Degrassi: The Next Generation.
 
51. do you miss someone right now ?
yeah, paul(:

52. whats your favourite colour?
Green. But anything bright, really.

53. what is your current problem?
that Paul and I are meant to be but neither of us have the guts to admit it.
 
54. what are you doing after this?
drink some iced tea. haha.
 

aw. it's already over ):

To think that jammin' was a thing of the past
We're jammin'
And I hope this jam is gonna last
No bullet can stop us now
We neither beg nor we won't bow
Neither can be bought nor sold
We all defend the right
 
I bought this skirt today. It's like the only thing from Hollister that I own now. haha.

but now it's turned into a joke.
 
I am buying this shirt.
I love it so much.
lol.
 

Surveyyy!
 
Hair Color: brown
Eye Color: dark brown
Height: 5'6 ish.
Profession: student
Relationship Status: blaah. single. for now.
Religious Views: agnostic. raised jewish till I was ten.

MY FAVOURITES-
Favorite Color: green and purplee.
Favorite Car: mini cooper! or a smart car. Lame, I know.
Favorite Movie: Into the Wild!
Favorite Hobby: listening to music, shopping.
Favorite Song/Singer: such great heights by the postal service, though my favorite song varies by month.
Favorite Book/Author: The Giver by Lois Lowry.
Favorite School Subject: I cannot believe I am saying geometry. but if it's a class I enjoy being in, spanish. pauliee! lol.
Favorite Vacation Destination: Australia. or Barcelona. That I have already been to? Paris.
Favorite Food: japanese curry!
Favorite Restaurant: It's called Sipz. only in san diego.
 
Favorite Animal: Giraffes(:
Favorite Store: hm. if I was rich, probably UO. But for now, I depend on Forever 21 and Pacsun. and thrift of course.
Favorite Celebrity : uh. idk. I guess it would be like, Rachel Bilson.
Favorite Childhood Friend: same as current. best friend is sam/lisa. and then sarah/sarah. two sarah's, haha.
Favorite Childhood Memory: N/A.
Favorite Baby Name: elizabeth.
Favorite Person In Your Life: dad(:
Favorite Facebook Application : no facebook so N/A.

THIS OR THAT-
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla!
Big Mac or Whopper: veg.
Coke or Pepsi : I hateee all soda's except for Jones.
Beer or Wine: I don't drink.
Coffee or Tea: teaa. no contest. Though coffee smells amazing.
Apple Juice or OJ: If fresh, OJ. If not, apple juice.
Facebook or MySpace: neither.
Summer or Winter: summer. definitely.
Vans or Keds: VANS. Ked's have really strange sewing patterns and vans have 59475092x variety. Plus ked's are too cliche hipster to me.
Windows or Mac: MAC!(:
Cats or Dogs: dogs
Boxers or Briefs: lol. I prefer underwear that sticks to me. But I sleep with boxers on.
Rain or Shine : Shine unless it's a mile day. then rain so we don't have to run
Chips or Popcorn: If taki's are in the chip category, chips. But I LOVE KETTLE CORN. both! lol.
Salty or Sweet: sweet
Plane or Boat: Plane
Morning or Night: morning.
Movie or Play: both. still.
Walk or Drive: depends on my mood.
Money or Love: I hope it's a retorical question. love.
Breakfast or Dinner: breakfast!
Forgiveness or Revenge: depends on the person/situation
Paint or Wallpaper: Paint
House or Apartment: home by the ocean but an apartment in new york city(:

DO YOU ? -
Have Any Pets: Yeah, two dogs.
Have Any Children: thirteen years of age and I have four children. I had my oldest, who are twins, when I was eleven. I guess I didnt learn my lesson when I had kids again. Once at twelve and another born recently.
If you believe that, I have no comment. OF COURSE I DON'T HAVE KIDS!
Smoke: No
Drink: Alcohol ? No
Exercise: Yes
Spend Your Life On Facebook: No, don't have one.
Play On A Sports Team: ehh. not anymore
Belong To Any Organizations: yeah, humane society.
Love Your Job: not old enough to work
Like To Cook: sorta.
Play An Instrument: I play alto sax reaally well, and I'm learning acoustic guitar at home. I finally mastered mary had a little lamb. lol.
Sing: in the car. lol. along with music.
Dance: um. sorta. when it's a big party and everyone's dancing.
Speak Multiple Languages: \ingles y espanol. and I can understand persian and russian. sorta.
Ice Skate: That used to be my sport of eight years; now I hate it.
Swim: Yes.
Paint: ehh. only the walls.
Write: Yes.
Ski: Never tried.
Juggle: no?

HAVE YOU EVER-
Stolen Anything: lol, in third grade I stole a Lizzie McGuire lotion from Limited Too. I got caught by security. I used to be obsessed with Lizze McGuire.
Been Drunk Before Noon: No.
Had Sex In A Public Place: ew. hells no. nor have I EVER.
Got Caught Telling A Lie: oh of course. but not on the survey.
Got A Speeding Ticket: nope, don't drive.
Been Arrested: haha. yes. I used to be a hitman.
If you buy that story. lol. no. What do you think I am? A hoodlum?
Littered: yeah.
Fantasized About A Co-Worker: no. but the guy who works at my local gap is extremely HOT! and he waved at me once. teehhee.
Cheated On A Test: yeah, in seventh grade, my seat partner and I would share answers on a vocab test. Now that I think of it, my friend and I did that in history on thursday too..lol.
Cheated In A Relationship: no. what jerk would.
Failed A Class: not really.
Screened Your Phone Calls: huh?
Eaten Food Off The Floor: maybeee.
Stuck Gum Under A Desk: EW, I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT.
Wished You Were Someone Else:of course.
Cried During A Movie: Who doesn't? marley and me made me bawl like a baby. Babe made me become a vegetarian (hey, I was 7.)
Had A One Night Stand: wtf..

VALUES-
Describe Yourself In One Word: eccentric.
Biggest Fear: death.
Biggest Mistake: I think it would be rejecting Roman to dance with him. since he was gonna ask me out. w/e, I love paul. We probably would have lasted like, a week.
Your Proudest Accomplishment: I learned how to beat everybody who was better than me.
#1 Priority In Your Life: happiness and success
Dream Job: buyer for fashion companies/stylist.
Causes You Believe In: N/A.
Special Talents: I can recite the alphabet backwards SUPER SUPER FAST.
Where Are You Right Now: At home.
Where Would You Rather Be: With paul. or super hot gap guy (his name is justin!). Or in new york.
Famous Person You Want To Meet: oprah. for real.
Place To Visit Before You Die: all around the world.
Song Played At Your Funeral: Let it Be by the Beatles.

PERSONAL-
Have you laughed until you cried: I even laughed until I couldn't breathe...
Have you found out who your true friends were: Yeah. The hard way.
Met someone who changed you: hm. idk. I guess not.
Kissed anyone on your friends list: never been kissed.
What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping. I'm lame, I know.
Name something you CANNOT wait for: east coast trip!(:
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I ALMOST talked to Tom Higginson from PWT's. I met Demar though. He left right when I got out of the stadium. so no.
What are you listening to right now: mr. blue sky by electric light orchestra.
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I'd be a lot happier if Justin from Gap became my age and was my boyfriend. And if we ever broke up, which we wouldn't unless I dumped HIM, he would never get another girl. If he did, he would be miserable. for easier goals, I want paul. and clothes. so badly.
Last time you saw your father : He's in the kitchen right now..
Sites you are on: Polyvore, Meebo, Element because I'm checking this shirt out.

FIRSTS-
First surgery : idk
First piercing : Ears. 5 years?
First best friend : Daniella. Who goes to my school now but we aren't so close anymore. just friendly. ish.
First sport you joined : ballet and ice skating.
First pet : cat.
First vacation : I moved to London at two..if that counts. If not, Paris.
First concert : well, I've been to one, but it doesn't count. So Snow Patrol/PWT's last saturday. lol.
First crush : uh. this guy named tatsuya, I think. He liked me back. And made I love you notes to me in his folder which I found while he went to the bathroom. lol.

AS OF NOW-
Your ex and You: ehh. none.
I am listening to: Let Me Take You There by Plain White T's
Maybe I should: eat a cookie.
My best friend(s): Sam, Lisa, Sarah, Sarah, Ben.
I don't understand: Why paul is so shy..
I have lost my respect for: Chelsea.
The meaning of my display name is: I want peace.
I will always be: a veg-head(:
Love seems to: have my obsessing over Justin and Paul. & emotional.
I never ever want to lose: My dad.
I get annoyed when: People ruin their lives.
Do you like parties?: yeaah!
Today I: got some shoees. but I was sick.
I wish: I would get what I want. lol. Which is a lotta clothes, friends and Paul.
 

First person to count how many times I said the name "Paul/pauliee" or any varient of that name besides me saying it now now will get a cyber-high five. lol.