having a horrrriiiibllllle day:'( ..... my dad is such a jerk!!! UHG! i hate him! i cant convince my mom to belive that he is abusive but i think he is:'( uhhhhhg i wannna beat the shit out of him! god im so pissed off right now!!!! ok so this is what happened. we go to sonic, have a good time... come home and find out my dog had tore out the trash and made a huge mess. soooo i went ahead and started cleaning it up and he starts yelling at me on and on about how i should have put the f***ing dog out and i just ignored him... (he always is a jerk to me) THEN he goes to my little brothers room and sees that he left his tv on and he flips out and starts yelling at my lil bro about how he should have shut his tv off and kept going on and on about it.... then my lil bro rolled his eyes and my dad totally freaked out and pushed him into his bedroom, throws him across the room on his bed and starts spanking him like crazy!!! so i jumped up and stood in the door way and told him to stop being so rough... and then he got all up in my face and told me it was none of my f-ing business so i walked out and stood in the kitchen for a lil bit and the he comes storming out of the room and startsyelling at my mom about how mad he was getting (hes bipolar)
and then he looks over at me and says and you need to stay out of this before you get smacked! so then i said well i wouldnt havegot protective of caleb (my lil bro) if you werent acting like a 3 year old and then i go for the back door and slam it behind me... then he follows me, grabs me by my hoodie and jerks me back inside and throws me against the wall and so i punched him in the chest and he starts screaming in my face and like spitting all over me lol it was gross and was all like yeah you wanna fight hu? and then i pushed him off me and go back outside. Then he was all like where the hell do you think your going? and i said why would you care?? and he said whatever! so i jumped the fence and sat in our truck for a while and then got out, and climed on the roof...... then after like half an hour i got down and both my parents were sitting on the front porch waiting to lecture me...... so i sat down in front of them ond said ok lets start the same old lecture we have every time we get in a fight, and then the talking starts about how he has a right to spank me and blah blah blah, and how i need to be more humble and control my temper! WHAT THE HELL? how was i in the wrong?! i just dont get it! whatever. i am so sick of their crap.