Christina Perri-The Lonely






Let's face it,I'm lonely.I have no one.No one to talk to. No one to laugh with.No one to smile to.I don't know why you guys bother even reading or following. it's Polyvore that keeps me going through the day. To come home to 115 awesome people,who follow me because someone actually likes my work ^-^


The thing is.I'm a miracle.I hope no one in school reads this. I'm ill,so I have to take medecine.To keep me going through each day. It's strong. it's supposed to 'help' me with my 'illness.' 

Except,it's too strong.I have to support it with alot of food. I've been telling the people in school,that I'm getting better,but I'm not.I'm getting worse. I just know they'll forget if I say I'm getting better,because they don't care.

If they did,they wouldn't have done those things. I've been skipping meals. My best friend doesn't eat lunch, but when I ask her if I can sit outside and eat my sandwich she says no because it's too cold. I'm not blaming her,it's understandable.

I do eat lunch though,but I skip my other meals. I'm too depressed. I don't want to eat with the people I do at lunch because she's always moody.thats why i ask my best friend,but she says no.

So I'm trying to make everyone forget me,in time. but i dont need to,they already have.i dunno if i should show my best friend this.maybe she'll think im stupid Y_Y

what do you think?
@hiroki 
@hir0ki 
@dora-tonks
Show all items in this set…

Similar styles

Comments

4 comments

the-ch0sen-one
Wrote 5 years ago
Thanks :)
 
Okai.I'll try to eat. Just for you.
 
I feel kinda murky and sad.You know sometimes you just want your friends to realise you!
 
Yeah :3 Polyvore is awesome
 
Hehehe. Harry Potter brightens up my day :)
 
Thanks.It's great to know your there XD @hiroki @hir0ki

hir0ki
Wrote 5 years ago
You're secrets safe with me >:3
 
I think that you should eat.
YES YOU SHOULD
I THINK SO.,
-nods-
 
Yeah, home and school can always suck.
 
Its great that you found an escape though :3
Even if its a website its still nice :D
 
Aw Dx
I hate it when people ignore others ._.
THATS OKAY
THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE OBSESSED WITH HARRY POTTER
it makes me feel sad because I'm not ;~;
I need to re-read them.
 
I know that you may be frightened to scare them, s:
Because I would be too :3
But it's always wise to be honest ^_^
Try your best
FIGHHTT MAAAY FIIIGHHTT!!
 
:D
 
You're wonderful ^_^

the-ch0sen-one
Wrote 5 years ago
@hiroki hmm...im not sure :L
I dont feel like it nowadays
lol,tintin agrees xP
 
of course your not crazy,otherwise i would be crazy.but im not,[even though i spazz about harry potter]
 
---
 
Yeah,well there's nothing there to help me D:
That's why I love coming to polyvore
schools always a bummer
so is home
i dont really know where to turn to except,polyvore.
please dont tell ines or zahrah,because they dont know anything about this
 
---
 
I have already told her about everything,but she doesnt like to talk about the illness and i think she's forgotten
because she just ignores me when i do
those 'friends' turned against and started to get rude because I love Harry Potter and am obsessesd with it.
My best friend doesnt like to talk about this either,because she doesnt want to get involved. [btw its shalina]
 
Yeah,when i told them that i wzas getting 'better' well they didnt get really happy or show any signs of happiness. they were just like:
ok...
how?
really...O.o
 
only my best friend knows about it,and my other real friends dont.i dont want to scare them.
Yeah,I will.I'll try to enjoy every moment ^-^
I doubt that I will,but thanks anyway :)
-May
@hir0ki btw is that you in your pic

hiroki
Wrote 5 years ago
I think that YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY EAT YOUR OTHER MEALS!!!!
YES
YES MAY SHOULD
-nods-
Who else agrees?
Tintin: Definitely agree. :]
Calculus (he's deaf): 100 degrees? Why it's not that hot outside at all! It's quite cool!
Captain Haddock: BLUNDERING BARNACLES EAAT WOMAANN!!!
Snowy: WOOF
 
--I'm not crazy o.o
 
It's sad to hear that you have an illness D:
Oh nuu May D:
 
You have to eaat!!
It's tough when you best friend doesn't eat lunch.
I think that the best thing you could do is be honest, and tell them whats up, that you're depressed and about your meals.
 
If they take nothing of it, or act rude because of it, then it's time to move on.
If they care, then I definitely don't think you should make them forget about you.
Life is all in the moment, friends come and go, so you should enjoy them as much as you can in the present :3
I hope that you feel better soon ^_^
-Hiroki

Members who liked this

  • mafalda98
  • hir0ki
  • xox23sistersxox
  • dora-tonks
  • mylifeisabeautifuldisaster
  • hiroki
  • alessandra-gerbasi

More creations by the-ch0sen-one

Love this look? Get more styling ideas

Continue
×