don't leave me like this

The times in which Louis remembers Noah so vividly and Harry tries to help him cope. And the time in which Louis wants to forget, and Harry forces him to remember.
 
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A total of four different stories in one collection.
 
around 1.5k words. Not too detailed Larry, angst basically.
 
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    "His lip trembled, his shoulders shrugging, and his eyes tried their hardest to avoid looking at Harry altogether." — @an-unknown-world
     
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    "Hearing his own voice admit to that was a bit troubling to his own ears and he was shocked he even said it. And so was Harry, he could tell by the way his arms tightened around him tensely." — @an-unknown-world
     
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    ""And why would you want to do that?" his voice was surprisingly calm, and Louis just trembled." — @an-unknown-world
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    "And he stared down into the blue that so easily resembled his son's eyes. The more he stared, the more he was drawn to it." — @an-unknown-world
     
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    "Tears stung his eyes as he tried to fight Harry's grip to get closer to the edge." — @an-unknown-world
     
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    "Harry pressed his lips against Louis' skin, and his eyes squeezed shut as he felt the love brand his skin with each kiss pressed against him." — @an-unknown-world
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    ""Do you feel something now?" Harry's voice gentle into the cove of Louis' ear, and he struggled to nod." — @an-unknown-world
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    "It's been a full year now, and Louis can't believe it. Some nights he feels like he can;t breathe and just curls up in bed for days without moving, only Harry coming in to check on him." — @an-unknown-world
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    "But the day before Noah's birthday, the one that would have been his fifth, Louis shook Harry awake, hysterically crying and begging him to let them leave." — @an-unknown-world
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    "Harry was all kinds of bleary eyed beauty and groggily got out of bed, silently packing a bag for them both as Louis sobbed into the comforter. Occasionally there was a kiss in his hair, but it was enough." — @an-unknown-world
     
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    "With the bag packed, Louis got himself into the car and cried into his knees as Harry just drove and they found themselves on a train close to midnight, Louis staring at the clock hands as they clicked closer to the twelve." — @an-unknown-world
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    "And once it struck midnight, Louis blinked his tears desperately, leaning into Harry's side as his boyfriend slept beside him." — @an-unknown-world
     
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    ""Happy birthday, dear N-Noah, happy birthday to you."" — @an-unknown-world
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    "And Harry was secretly awake during that moment filled with Louis' choked singing that was hardly louder than a whisper." — @an-unknown-world
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    "His arm tightened and Louis cried himself to sleep that night on the train. The next morning they found themselves in Paris, Harry leading them through the city and Louis following blankly behind him, occasionally bumping into people and not being able" — @an-unknown-world
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    "apologize for it at all, too speechless and windblown by the situation." — @an-unknown-world
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    "But Harry led them to the Seine River where Louis bought two small padlocks, one that he asked to have 'H + L" engraved on it, and a smaller one with the inscription of" — @an-unknown-world
     
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    "Wordlessly, he attached the two locks to the bridge and threw the key to his and Harry's as far as possible.But Noah's, Noah's he wears around his neck to this day." — @an-unknown-world
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    "Harry even offered to tattoo the shape onto his collarbone for him. He did. Louis just didn't want to risk losing that key. Ever." — @an-unknown-world
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    "The first time Louis took Noah to the London aquarium was when he was two. The little boy was attached to his chest and would point at the passing fish with wonder." — @an-unknown-world
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    "But they went there again, after the diagnosis. Louis got them in for free, having worked on the new exhibit and he wheeled the three year old in with his wheelchair." — @an-unknown-world
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    "Noah's favorite tank was the largest one. It was dark in the room and a sea turtle and shark were in that tank. Just really big fish that would swim by slowly." — @an-unknown-world
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    "But a boy, a louder and more obnoxious boy stood right in front of Noah's view. The small boy looked confused in his wheelchair and leaned forward to tap the other boy's arm, quietly asking him to move because he couldn't see." — @an-unknown-world
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    "Louis felt proud in that moment, knowing his son had sweet manners even though he didn't have to ask for anything or do anything for that manner." — @an-unknown-world
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    "But the other boy just laughed and pushed Noah's chair backward, away from the tank." — @an-unknown-world
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    "Noah's dark blue eyes watered until he was a blubbering mess inside Louis' arms, Louis pushing the wheelchair as he hurried outside towards the wharf" — @an-unknown-world
     
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    "But on his way out, a worker caught his arm, having recognized him from the work he did on the exhibit and having known about Noah's condition. She smiled and asked if he'd like to see the sea otters up close." — @an-unknown-world
     
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    "So that day, a wheelchair was brought up to the sea otter tank, behind the glass and on the rock. Louis will never forget the look on his son's face as he fed the animals, giggling with glee when he got splashed with the water." — @an-unknown-world
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    "There was no more salt water from tears, only salt water from the tank that could only bring him happiness." — @an-unknown-world
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    ""He's everywhere," he whispered quietly, Harry letting out a tired and sleepy hum in agreement." — @an-unknown-world
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    "He felt like the air had been knocked out of him as he traced his finger over the lettering in bronze. 'In memory of Noah Indigo Tomlinson' and a small engraving of a boy in a wheelchair that had a sea otter sniffing at his fingers." — @an-unknown-world
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    ""He's here too," Harry whispered gently, pressing another kiss to Louis' temple. And Louis could only nod numbly." — @an-unknown-world
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    ""I need to leave," Louis' voice was weak from crying and Harry stood there, speechless for a bit." — @an-unknown-world
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9 comments

xlittlexmissxsmurf
Wrote three years ago
Its a lovely, sad tale.

queenandruler
Wrote three years ago
this is amazing, the descriptions are so moving

an-unknown-world
Wrote three years ago
@eightyonetwentythree I THOUGHT YOU NO LONGER HAD FEELINGS WOOPS
I'M SORRY
DONT CRY
I DONT WANNA BE DISOWNED, I'VE JUST HAD INSPIRATION EVERYWHERE I LOOK OKAY
AND WE HAVE A MENTAL CONNECTION OKAY

eightyonetwentythree
Wrote three years ago
THIS IS SO HOW I PICTURE HARRY TO TREAT LOUIS AFTER NOAH DIES THOUGH??? AND IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY EVEN MORE WHYYY

eightyonetwentythree
Wrote three years ago
YOU'RE NOT MY DAUGHTER ANYMORE. CONSIDER YOURSELF DISOWNED.
I'M IN PAIN.

eightyonetwentythree
Wrote three years ago
I AM CRYING.

eightyonetwentythree
Wrote three years ago
OI THESE ARE TEARS RAINE. TEARS.

emc1397
Wrote three years ago
This is such a beautiful collection ❤

an-unknown-world
Wrote three years ago
@eightyonetwentythree OH LOOK I DID IT AGAIN

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