OK. so here's an update on my life:
I feel so bad right now because one of my friends likes this guy on the bus and because I knew him a little I stalked him a bit for her XD so, I found out his name (but i already knew that) age, grade and family (got that info from mum 'cause she kind of knows the family and my brother's friends with his brother). haha, I sound a little weird right now don't I? but I can assure you that I am not an undercover spy... >.> .> nope.. I'm definitely not a secret agent... XD
anyway, I already kind of knew him before that and when I knew him he was really kind, the most gentile guy, so funny and could cheer anyone up when they're sad, cocky :3 easy going, down to earth and always kind and giving to his siblings - which I am not so I really admire that in people :3 well... I told my friend everything I knew about him and that she had chosen a really great guy. but... i like him too :( when she told me she liked him my heart stopped. but i still wanted to help her find out stuff about him. She found him on facebook and sent a friends request, he accepted and they talked for a bit about who they were and stuff.
I feel flattened right now. like all the air is pushed out of me and my heart feels like it is being trampled on by a herd of wild llamas and whenever I think of him another llama walked over me and does a little, painful tap-dance on my heart.
Also, what really bugs me is my other friend (lets call her EvilChick). she knows that my friend likes the guy and yet she says right in front of me and my friend on the bus that she is going to stalk the guy and find out all about him on facebook and send him a friend request and talk to him about hoe my friend is "deeply love with him." my friend got really upset with this and so did I. whenever EvilChick finds out that somebody likes someone she always has to but in on their love-life and try and get the guy to like her instead. she just hates guys loving somebody other than her. It makes me so MAD!
:( so, I don't know what to do about EvilChick, one of my friends likes the guy I like and she is trying to help me get him to like her too. I'm so nervous at the moment but God has his plan for me and who I'll love and who I'll hate so i guess I'll just wait to see how things turn out.