CUZ IM COMING BACK YAHH MOTHAAAHHFUU--
no i haven't been listening to explicit music very loudly during science class.
Okay that's a lie.
Mariana's Trench isn't explicit,
There were like two swear words
in the entire album.
It's payback is a motherfu...cker
Not I'm coming back motherfu....cker
heh. I knew that.
I was just listening to Mariana's trench and working hard ( yes Hiroki was working ^_^) on my science and just all pumped because the music makes me all happy
and it makes you want to dance ^^
and it was pretty loud
because it blocks out the other kids annoyingness :3
And then i was like
best music eevaaaarrrr
and then I realised that he had just screamed -lyric- MOTHERFU....CKER
and i was like
he just swore
wow i did not notice that
i should probably not be listening to that so loud
or i might get in trouble
So that is why
is stuck in my head
because it is a catchy part
Oh gosh my life is so amazing.
(The song by the way is called Desperate Measures by Mariana's Trench)
Here's my day in shorter form
: OUTFIT (guise outfits are important for girls it just is here. )
PINK HOLLISTER SHIRT
THAT SHOWS THE SHOULDERS
That i got when I was 11 from my neighbor
still wear it
I can't afford to buy a new one XD
Black skinny jeans
gosh i love this song.
We got paired up
It was boy girl pairs
and i was like
and Cammie was like: NOOOOO.
So then the teacher read out the list
and i was like
luke or hi guy luke or hi guy luke or hi guy
(hi guy is really nice x3, and i like luke ._.)
Cammie and Hi guy
But instantly I knew that she was scared she was going to be paired up with some popular a$$h.ole too.
So then I got Maheed.
and Cammie patted my shoulder, and whispered, it's okay, Maheed is cool, he's nice.
And he was really nice ^-^
We didn't talk much
But he was really nice
and he's really good at badminton
and i answered his question
(Do you want to serve?)
as talking to somebody new
PART ONE OF MY WEEKLY CHALLENGE DONE.
am i riiiiiiteeee or whaaat ;3
I was kind of disappointed for nto getting paired up with luke :/
sawhy do i like him
hes a coow.
Worked on my project
worked hard on school ^-^
at first I was reading skulduggery pleasant
and grinning and snickering
well not snickering
i was giggling
but i dont want to say i was giggling
even though i probably was because
and I look behind me to see where the teacher is
AND THERES LUKE
AND I WAS LIKE
I JUST GIGG--I MEAN LAUGHED MANLY----INFRONT OF LUKE
OH MY GOD.
HE PROBABLY THINKS
I WAS WANTING HIS ATTENTION
BY GIGGLING LOUDLY
(i mean laughing manly)
I JUST TURNED AROUND
AND ACCIDENTLY LOOKED LIKE I WAS LOOKING AT HIM
See. how. socially awkwward I am at lifel
Oh yeah to make things better
I tripped over my headphones wire and dropped my walkman
infront of luke
and his friend
so cool hiroki
Lunch: Spent a little time with Sheila and Bree
ate a few bites of my lunch
it was just iffy
so i didnt
and spent it freaking out
at bree and sheila
for the MEAN TRICK THEY PLAYED ON ME
and talked to geeeooorggggeee
BECAUSE he gave in
to the whole
ignore hiroki thing that he was doing
and wanted to know what they did
So guess what?
I was at my locker getting my lunch
when they pulled me aside
telling me not to hate htem
and that bree had something big to tell me
and she said:
Me: What? ^-^ i want get mad :3
Her: Voldemort's friends with my brother (he's in highschooool)
Me: *screams * WHAT.
her: and he came over this weekend
me: *screaming on the top of my lungs really high pitched and grabbing bree and shaking her and screaming*
kids around me
O_O OH my god.
like some popular girl was like
wow wtf is she screaming about
and woooow public disturbance
oh my god
INDOOR VOICES PLEASE
and i kept shrieking
and shes like
and we're friends now
and i began screaming and spazzing and dying
and they were laughing
and she said
HE GAVE HER A HUG.
and i tackled her,
and gthen she told me
that it was all a lie
and she ran away
AND I WAS SO MAAD
well more like grinning and yelling
YOU'RE THE WORST
kind of mad
OH MY GOD
I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE DID THAT TO ME.
it was funny
and I spent social doing a test
which i did okay
Like 60-70 %
Which is pretty fine with me actually :3
i tried my best
maybe i'll get an eighty :D
that would be cool *_*
its kind of
im not worried
i didn't feel it was bad
i just guessed randomly
CAME UP TO ME
and he was all like
and i was like.
o.e Good Job.
and he was like: no for the thing
and i was like o.o
him: For getting into the artschool
and i was like: O:
OH WOW THANKS :D
and he was like yeah you deserve it :]
and i was like o.O
and then he asked a bit about the programme
and he was confused
and i tried to explain it
but he didn't get it
but pretended too
and then went and flirted with some popular girl~
Well maybe not flirt
maybe just talk
he had the same intentions deeeeep down.
that counts as TALKING TO SOMEBODY NEW
though i often talk to him
but i have before out of forced conversations
STILL COUNTS THOUGH
CUZ ITS TROOLLL
(the guy who insulted my tintin calendar -.-)
So 2 OUT OF THREE NEW PEOPLE
on the first day
and worked hard in school
and I listened to my smiths cd
and I earned a badge.
LIKE A BOSS MY DEAR FRIENDS LIKE A BOSS.
This evening was really sad though :/
We had to present these things at our meetings.
and she did an assignment
and she talked about being different
and so on
kids disapproving on how she dressed
and people on polyvore who are sad
and her music
and how she loves it so much
and how writing songs
and she began to cry.
it was just.
I -might- have cried too.
And when i got home I just became so frustrated
Who just act like that
who can just come up to somebdoy
and ask them why they're different
why they're dressed different
they are the same kind of people
who are blunt
I can picture so many examples i've met online
like the girl who commented on the @the-ch0sen-one's set about it being too dark and not deserving any likes
and why she would put it up on polyvore
god that made me so angry
Dark sets are allowed.
and it makes me sick
is a disease.
I wanted to scream
and I wanted to yella t everybody on facebook
but people would get sick of my constant lectures on society being pathetic.
and I wanted to go to school
and scream at everybody in the class
and yell at them
and tell them it was their fault
for making molly cry.
but it wasn't.
and i need to start watching what I say
if these things on polyvore upseted her
i know that i upset her
and i know that i now might have upset more than just her
and i need to stop
for not being able to protect her from that.
and i feel sick
about making this about me
when its not
but i just.
didn't want her to go through that
and i just
wanted to keep her naive
and i just
to be picked on
and i felt like i couldn't protect her -___-
and that sounds cheesy
because it is. -_-
but all the same
that upset me :/
So get ready
I'm gonna fight.
I'M GONNA GET UP THERE
AND IM GONNA DO SOMETHING
IM GONNA TELL EVERYBODY OFF
IM GONNA FIGHT