♡ fancy - paloalto feat dean & sway d ♡
I’ve known pain all my life. It’s perhaps best described as a hereditary congenital illness. At older age, I’ve learned to live with this pain and carry it in silence. But as a child I didn’t understand, yet I felt everything. To feel this pain, with every step I took. To be different and set apart, without ever the ability to talk about it. And when I look back in my memories, to see this child I once was, I can’t help but wonder: who would ever choose such a life?
I thought about this the past week. Knowing that, and believing in reincarnation, we are all given choices, before we begin a new life. Choices about what we want to do, what we want to experience, how we want to enrich our spiritual life. And thinking about this, and this question about: who would ever choose such a life, so heavily defined by pain.
The thought occurred: I myself choose this life I’m living. And all of a sudden, instead of placing the blame outside myself, or cursing my life, I felt relieved and enlightened, like I’d grown beyond my own pain. This pain which scarred my life so deeply, but at the same also taught me how to see and understand equally deeply.
Life is a journey, sometimes it takes us through the most beautiful wonderland, and sometimes it takes us through the darkest forest, where we learn how to hold on, until the darkness becomes but a memory in the light of the sun.
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