fashion // lady gaga
I feel like a horrible person right now.. I need to learn how to shut up.... ugh..... :(
Wednesday: Today we're back to school but tonight we're going out for dinner tonight, a girls only event so we can all get to know each other better and have a good time.
I put on my pink satin bow heels, and my outfit was complete. I looked in the mirror, and smiled. I had to admit, I looked good. Being a fashion blogger and all, I usually /do/ look good.
Chase apparently thought I looked more than just "good". He came over the dorm before I left to the dinner to say hi. Really, he was the sweetest thing. It's so new to me, this feeling cared about. Nobody back home (well the parents) really cared.
I just hope nobody takes Chase away.
After I was fully ready, I dialed Mari but she didn't answer. She had been a little distant lately, but I didn't mind it. I hope she wasn't mad at me, especially since I didn't do anything wrong. Then, I called Oceane, who was a little hesitant talking to me, but still talked to me. I went with her to the dinner.
When we arrived, late, everyone was there, including the highly-esteemed Billings' Girls. I smiled at Yasmin, and she stared at me like I was a disease and then she went back to staring at herself in her mini compact mirror. Of course, she was the queen of vanity.
Then, I said hello to the others, who kindly smiled back except for Noora, who didn't even acknowledge my existence, but I was used to her and her coldness.
I found Vera, and I sat down next to her. Clio sat across, Oceane next to me and Carson too. I saw Mari, she ignored me.
"Hi, Mari, you okay? You seem kinda--" I began.
She looked hurt. I was confused. "I'm fine, just been really busy, sorry for not answering your calls."
Relief. Or, was she telling the truth? "Hey, you wanna sit with us?" I asked her kindly.
Mari looked at me again. "It's okay, I'll sit with Oceane."
I swallowed. Some dinner this was going to be.
sorry for short story! ;( type "you okay?" if you read it all.