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Ro,
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Wednesday: Time to nurse those hangovers with a nice day relaxing in the quad. Spend more time with that Ketlar or Dreck hottie, or simply find a quiet spot to tan or read a book. 
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"What are you doing today?" Oceane asked me as she played with her hair as we were sitting outside. Lots of people were sick with hangovers. Not many people were doing much. 

I blinked. "I don't really know, what about you?"

"I think I'm going to tan." she scrunched up her face, like she was thinking. With that, she said goodbye and walked away, to get a good tanning area, perhaps.

I waved at Carson, a girl I hadn't really talked to but had met at a party and at Zoelle. Carson waved back but went the other way. I saw Bijou, Ara and Yas but didn't dare acknowledge them. The only one who came to come sit with me was Zoelle.

She had heard about my outburst with Mari and Oceane a while ago. And so did the rest of the school. Ever since then, I've been trying to radiate confidence and happiness, but it's hard when my mood changes rapidly. My mood medication doesn't do anything anyway, so I've stop taking it. At least coffee can make me happy, temporarily.

"How are you feeling?" Zoelle asked, I didn't know if she was serious and really concerned or making fun of me.

I rolled my eyes. "I'm not sick, like the other girls here. How are you feeling? How was the party? I didn't go, and I'm glad. I hate the feeling of hangovers. Don't just come here and ask me if how I'm feeling. You aren't even genuine about it. I bet you don't care how I'm feeling. And I'm feeling fine, if you do care, even the slightest bit."

Zoelle looked stunned. "Uh. . .I was just asking how you were?" she raised an eyebrow. "Guess you're not in the mood to talk."

I apologized immediately. Gosh, did I just have another outburst? Ugh! These mood stabilizers don't even work, I should sue them. 

"I'm so sorry." I said for the fifth time. "What did you want to talk about?"

"Carter." she smiled.

Carter Lacey? The one I had finally gotten over? I didn't really care much about him anymore since all I thought about lately was Chase, but I still wanted to know something about him. "What? Is there some gossip going around that I missed?"

She shook her head slowly. "No, I think... I don't know... but I have the weirdest idea. I think he likes me."

I gulped. "Oh.. that's..cool." I didn't sound like a friend, because what am I supposed to say to that? I've been obsessing over him for the past month and now he's into you and you two are now going to be the next hottest couple at Easton...and I'm happy for you? No way.

"Cool? You're probably right... why would he like me?" Zoelle asked herself. 

"Wait, what happened? How'd you meet him?"

"He helped me when a bartender spilled every drink that was ever made on me. He seems nice, and I don't know... do you think he likes me?" 

Wait. I had spilled water on myself at the art show a few weeks back. Carter didn't really have any genuine interest in helping me. Wait... listen to yourself, Ro, I said to my self. I don't care about Carter anymore. He's not mine, never was, and now he's into Zoelle. This is a good thing. 

"Yeah, definitely!" I said, much more happier now. "I don't know much about guys, but I'm sure he wanted more than just to help you." 

Zoelle thanked me and said she was going to go read a book. I said goodbye to her and spied on Bijou, Ara and Yas. 

I want to be Bijou's friend so bad. But with Yas and Noora hanging around her, there's no chance. How do good girls like Bijour end up with retarded people like Yas and Noora? But I have to suck it up and act like I like Yasmin and Noora. How else am I going to get to be a Billings?

xx Ro

Type "tanning" if you read it all. XD 
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