So I couldn't get on the last several days, there was no guest internet in the dorms I was in for VJAS....
VJAS went great, I didn't actually win anything but I'm coming back next year with either a mathematics or quantum theories project next year ( Imma kill em!!) and hopefully get something then.
Two of my friends got first. One gave the judges cupcakes (bribe??) and the other had a freaking amazing project. The second one is first alternate to go the AJAS (Amercian Junior Academy of Science) which is freaking AMAZING!!! so we have to kill someone so she can go.... (mist don't tell her you know!!)
I also got over my crush... People kept saying he kinda treid to be around me and flirted and such but I recently realized he likes my friend.... Not remotely dissapointed, he shoots squirrels anyway.
HOWEVER, this weekend I have become aware of two people that like (or like-d??) me.
First is this fairly attractive kid who is super funny and pretty nice. Every time I looked around at him he was watching me....
Second is my BGF.
I never imagined this would happen. I feel like I honestly had no clue so I'd been telling him to ask this other chick to formal and I'm so scared that I hurt him because our friendship means so much to me....
I don't know what to do from here.... I sort of like them both, I like my BGF more but I'm so scared I will end up hurting him.... HELP!!!!