02/04/13- When it comes to relationships, the outcome of it depends on what both people's feelings are. I know they cannot truly be predicted or controlled so I am hoping that I can find a way to accept this fact. I guess only time will tell at this point and all I know is I cannot keep worrying about this it's just making me nuts so w/e if he is never able to open up emotionally then I dunno what I'll do but maybe he will. I will do everything I can to be able to have faith and believe that it will work out as I want it to. If it doesn't then I will find a way to survive, and if it does then I'll be the happiest person in the world. Will see what happens.