I don't really know what's going on with Chad and I. We just got over the whole skinny love part and I feel as though that's where we are again, even after our first date thing. And, I'm actually sort of frustrated with it. I don't know what to do. I'm hoping we can go to a movie this weekend and that could possibly kick-start whatever is going on. But, I don't really know. Plus, on top of that, there are biting thoughts in the back of my head that say things along the lines of my unknown feelings towards him. Sometimes, I feel like I don't like him, but I do.
Well, besides that, my life has been pretty good.
I don't really know whether or not it's a good thing, but I've been able to enjoy being alone. I mean, just by myself all day. I use to want to hang out everyday and do everything. But, now I'm beyond content with staying at home all day and just chilling by myself. That could be good. But, yet, bad too. Meh. Oh well.