Aw man.
Aw man.
Im acting the same way I did after I met Dennis.
F*ck.

DAMMIT.
STOP.
THINKING
HIROKI.
STOP IT.


ASFHSLKADHAKHFASKLFHLAKDSFHSLKDHFSKLDFHAKLSDFHKALDHALKSFDJKSALDHFKALSHFAL


So anyways.


Facepalm.

I still am happy about the bus thing.

AND I SHOULD STOP
BEING HAPPY
RIGHT NOW.


SADHFLAKSHKALJHL


I read Anh's note {@lost-in-senseless-dreams} today in school.
and began laughing.
XDXDXDXDXD

NOT AT THE SAD PARTS
ABOUT THE PART WHERE YOU BEGAN LAUGHING
AND THEN I BEGAN LAUGHING
AND I WAS AT SCHOOL
AND JAERES WAS LIKE
WHAT

AND IM LIKE NOTHING
AND THEN I BEGIN LAUGHING AGAIN

LOL

XD


AND SO ANYWAYS
WHO WANTS TO HEAR ABOUT MY AMAZING DAY YESTERDAY :3


Okay so I go to school all prepared for my *Simple Plan Speech*

And im like, I dont want to do it today. but I got to for Kaitlin and Nicole and Nikkole and that girl who edited my speech so wonderfully :3 { @emmystar }

GOTTA.
SPEAK INFRONT OF THE ENTIRE CLASS.


So anyways I did this drawing. of simple plan.

and i sped it up and edited it into this awesome video to show at the end of the speech.
WHICH I WILL POST
AND SHOW YOU GUYS
OKAY?
OKAY.

SO ANYWAYS.

I go to art, and I talk to Sheila and we play hang man while we were supposed to be doing "contour " drawing
on our drawing boards

hers was: this is dumb
mine was: Dave is going to be eaten by lions

and then Sheila was feeling iffy about her drawing
so to make her feel better I drew a lion on my drawing.

I was like *poker face* about doing contour drawing
because I didn't have my glasses and our model was far away and I didnt feel like I got to really push my self to draw the best of my abilities because I couldn't see the lines verywell.

So i was upset with my drawing.

not upset.
i was like whatevski *draws lion*

The class ends and I put away myd rawing and then after the bell rings and kids are leaving the art teachers like Hiroki ! Did you like doing that :3

and im like yeah ^_^

and shes like: i want to see yours.

So im like o_O and i get it out from my drawer

and she says its nice and than she shows me this trick with an eraser and then tell sme not to draw the lion again ;n;

and then i go to film.
Where I draw c:

And hang out.

And stuff. x3

And then I go to science and math. Where I try my best to listen.
But I can't.

Because I have no interest.

The day passes by quickly and soon enough its lunch.


Lunch was awesome.


and so 
So I go outside to eat with Jaeres and her friends.
{aw yeah no sitting alone. im sick of it x3}

So I head over to see Sheila
but shes with Dave
so apparently they got back together.
._. -disappoint-

You don't know the incident but basically dave did some not cool sh*t


and so im like to--im just going to copy and paste what happened this lunch from my conversation with kaitlin XD 


Dave wanted to pretend like the broke up today -.-
 
how sick is that.
 
SOmehow it got resolved though because atlunch i come and their hanging out and im like hi sheila :3
 
and hes like: HIIRRROKKKKIIIII
 
and im like: lolwut. -.-
 
and hes like: I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU *extends arms * gets real close.
 

okay dave. is huge.
 
hes huge. both ways.
 
hes freakishly tall
and hes sort of wide, not really but ashfdkla idk how to describe this .
and he has like caramel skin, and black curly hair.
and he dresses up in black.
and today he was wearing this checkered pink scarf?! o_O
and goggles -.- 
AND WHEN A FREAKISHLY HUGE GUY COMES UP TO YOU LIKE TWO INCHES FROM YORU FACE
YOU GET SCARED
OKAY
ITS LIKE HE COULD CRUSH YOU
WITH HIS ARMS.
 
hes a big guy D:
 
AND I ALREADY
HAVE ISSUES
WITH DAVE
BEING
WITHIN
TWO FEET OF ME.
AFTER HE KISSED ME.
 
OKAY.
 
ISSUES HERE.
 

so i freak out and yell TOO CLOSEDAVE 
 
TOO CLOSE
 

and hes like I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU
I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING
AND IM LIKE NOOOO
GO WAY
YOUR TOO CLOSE
 
Hes in my personal bubble ;_;
 
YEAH I HAVE A BUBBLE
 
AAAII COOOL ;3
 

ANYWAYS
 
eventually i give in and im like -.- wut dave.
 
and hes like: I LOVE YOU
 

and THEN HE HUGS ME
 
AND I BEGIN SCREMAING
 
AND IM LIKE: OMFG.
TAHTS IT.
 
I NEED A RESTRAINING ORDER.
 
So now I've been looking into a ten feet restraining order
so all lunch I would be like DAVE
STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP
 
and then i would count the tiles {each was a feet squared}
between us and back up
until there was ten in between us
 
this happpened
ALLOOOT
and people looked like me like i was crazy
 

so me and sheila went to my art teacher
and we're like.
 
HIROKI NEEDS A RESTRAINING ORDER ON DAVE.
 
and shes like ._. wut.
 
XD AND WE TALK ABOUT
IT
AND SHE TALKS TO DAVE
 
AND SHES LIKE: DAVE YOU CANT DO THAT TO PEOPLE. YOUR A BIG GUY. YOU INTIMIDATE PEOPLE. YOU CANT TOUCH THEM.
 
and im like: staring at dave nodding like fifty times until sheila begins laughing.
and i begin laughing.
and then hes like: the only time she lets me within two feet of her is when we do no smiling contests
btw, GOOOO!
so then me and dave are intensely staring at each otehr
 
and sheilas like WHY AM I ALWAYS IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS
and i begin laughing
and daves like HAH I WIN
 
and im like HFALSKFHAKSDLHAL D; AGAIN
and hes like NO
and im like YES
and hes like NO
and i realise hes trying to take control over me and make me beg
so I ask sheila
and then we walka round the school staring at each other intensely
XD
 

AND THEN ITS GYM
WHICH IS BASKETBALL AND I DID MUCH BETTER
THAN I USUALLY DO
BECAUSE I WAS LESSS NERVOUS

:3
still bad
but getting better
hURAAY



So humantiies comes and the person who goes gets to choose the next.
and they all choose their friends

Nobody choose me.
and humanities was ending.

And sheila said I should text her when I present and youshe'll sneak out of her class to watch me :)

but it ddint work T_T I got to nervous an dforgot to text her even though the entire class i was thinking how i was to stealthily text her
and the door was closed


So when I realised there was only so much time left and then I d have to freak out all weekend until monday to persent if I didnt present that day
so I was praying that I'd get a spot
and I realised that all I had to do was ask to go next
but I was too scared

and i knew that it was up to me to decided my fate

So i finally took a deep breath and asked the teacher


She was shocked.

XD



And speechless for a moment and then she snapped out of it.
And was like: o_O Okay


So I went next


And I told my speech.
And made a picture of simple plan enlarged behind me while I talked :3

I was so freaking nervous.

My hands were shaking so bad.
I seriously thought that I wouldn't be able to finish talking.

My voice was trembling even though I was trying my best to keep it from doing so.

And I surprisingly I spoke loudly and clearly.

But I rushed . Dx
And was shorter than I was supposed to.

Aand then I played the video.

And NOTE THAT DAY I WAS WEARING THE SAME SHIRT THAT PIERRE WAS WEARING
I BOUGHT IT BECAUSE PIERRE WAS WEARING IT

And so during the video
this girls like
SHES WEARING THE SAME SHIRT
LOOK
SHES WEARING THE SAME SHIRT

and im just covering my face in the front of the class looking down nervously

T_T

But afterwards.

The teacher was like O_O Woa! :3


And she talked to me about going to this Art Highschool.

What do you guys think?

It specifies for preforming arts.

Shes going to talk to the guidance counselor and set me up for a transfer.

Im scared though.

I felt really disappointed. Id have much more fun at that school.

But I wanted to go to Voldemorts school.
And the thought of not seeing him again, or not seeing jaeres or fred or sheila or cammie.

I dont like that D:

What do you think Dx

I feel kind of heartbroken at the idea of leaving them.
I love them.


brees going to the same school as Molly

and I wish we could all go to taht school. I like it better than voldemorts
but I've always wanted to go to voldemorts ever since I moved.

its just been my plan.

AND LUKE {an old friend }WILL PROBABLY BE THERE
AND WE CAN HANG OUT :3

but T_T
i dont know.
i really dont know

If i take up that art school I'll lead a carreeer down art.

And thats what I want
but then I might become an artist that I do n't want to be.

I dont want to be just an artist.
I want to be a teacher .


And if i become an artist ill have to leave where i live to go to a college.

And i want to go to the university that the cool bus guy bubble tea went to T_T

its been my plan for YEARS


My dad says he thinks theres like 27 000 people who go to the university.

Oh lord.

Im sure Ill still see him.
i hope.
1/27 000 D:
:/

voldemorts school has a strong rating for good academics.


I DONT EVEN KNOW THAT VOLDEMORT GOES TO THAT SCHOOL
IM JUST ASSUMING.

AUUGH.


I DONT KNOW.

TIMES RUNNING OUT.
INTERVIEWS START SOON.

DDDX


i wanted to be an artist but my life long dream was a teacher and IM BASICALLY CHOOSING MY LIFE PATH
RIGHT NOW


Anyways 

safter wards

Alot of guys came up to me.
Saying they liked my presentation.

That made me happy ^_^


And then


IT WAS THE END OF SCHOOL
SO I GATHER UP CAMMIE AND GEORGE AND ASK LIKE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TO COME VISIT OUR OLD SCHOOL
AND GARETH DOES

and im like oh god

so we walk with bree whos looking for her *new boyfriend*
but he was in deetention so we walked with her

George and Gareth were being idiots
like usual
we part paths and head to our school.

When we get to our school we hang out and i freak out at George and Gareth for being to violent or swearing or setting a bad example for the little kids XD

So we wait outside for the bell to ring

and nobody comes out

SO this lady comes by and wIm like EXCUSE ME, WHEN DOES THIS SCHOOL LET OUT
but she doesnt understand

so cammie asks if she knows mandarin
and they talk in chinese

And cammies like, it got let out forty minutes ago

AND WE'RE LIKE OMFG. WAHT.

so we go Inside

and my teachers not there anymore
;_; so sad.

SHE WAS THE TEACHER WHO NEVER CALLED ON ME BECAUSE I WAS SHY.

WE TALKED ABOUT IT.

SHE WAS MY GUARDIAN DURING SCHOOL
BECAUSE I WAS THE FREAK.


AND SHE BOUGHT CAMMIE BUBBLE TEA
TO BRIBE HER TO DO HER EXAMS.

NO LIE.

SHES AMAZING.

so we go to the playground
and go on the swings
and swing and laugh
and GARETH SWINGS SO HIGH
THAT HES LIKE PARRALEL TO THE TOP BARS
AND WHEN HE COMES DOWN, HE DOESN'T SWOOP DOWN LIKE NORMAL SWINGS DOES, ITS SO HIGH, HE DROPS.
COMPLETELY DROPS
AND YOU HEAR THIS HUGE NOISE EVERYTHIME
AND IM FREAKING OUT


So we hango ut at the playground

and this girls
so familiar

so I talk to her

and we become friends :3

shes ten by the way

and cammies like, yeah im not good with little kids ill leave this to you

ANDIM LIKE THEIR NOT LITTLE.

LITTLE KIDS SCARE ME.


THESE KIDS ARE NOT LITTLE

So we hang out and talk and laugh.

AND SHE GIVES ME HER CELLPHONE NUMBER

YES.

IM SERIOUS


SHE HAS AN IPHONE

AND HER FRIEND
WHOS NINE

HES GETTING AN IPHONE FOR HIS BIRTHDAY

NO JOKE.

OMG.
I freaked out.

And then we all play tag.

LOL. I KNOW. WE WERE COOL.
IT WAS THE BEST THING EVER.
WE HAD SO MUCH FUN..


And George was on the slide, slipping and hes like HELPP ME HELLPP MEEEE

and im like go die *pushes him down*

IT WAS FUNNY XD

AND HE AND GARETH
WOULDN'T STOP FIGHTING
LOOOOL

XD

it was funny
so in the end we have to go
and shes really sad
the girl

ALSO I MET SQUEAMY'S SISTER.

AND I TALKED TO HER
AND FREAKED OUT
SHE WAS MY READING BUDDY.
HEHEH.

We hung out too.
Shes cool.
Shes in like year four.
xD

aw they grow up so fast


ANYWAYS WE LEAVE
AND THE TEN YEAR OLD GIRL IS SAD ;A;

and asks me to come again today.

and im like sorry I cant T_T

but i will visit again :3


AND SO WE ALL WALK TO THE BUS STATION
Well Iwe split up
and i walk to the bus station

and thats when the bus story happened.
x3

and thats how yesterday was the best day evar. x3 


If you read up to this point: Comment I LOVE _____ {candy, chocolate bar of your choice}


LOVE YOU ALL.

Hiroki

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