I'm coping, just about. It's very difficult at the moment for me as most of the time I go from being very happy to not speaking at all. It's not as hard as I thought it would be, due to the circumstances. But it's still hard and I'm trying my hardist to get though it. The worst part is that he tells me that he still loves me and he wants me back. But I can't. I have one reasdon thats personal to me and nobody knows apart from myself. Not him or even my best friend.
I've only just started to become a daughter my mums proud of. And that's it. The truth. I love my mum and I want her to be proud of what I do, and now she can be.
So there, Maybe i'll tell him or someone one day but I don't have much strength to say much right now.
I'll be okay soon, I promise.
I love you all,