DHT- Listen to Your Heart
Collab with the very wonderful @sassy
Sorry it took forever to put up, baby. <3 you.
Warning!: Dirty stuff. And insanely long. Get the tissue box. :3
"But I do want to." The blonde said again, the exasperation showing in her voice as she glanced at him, "And this has nothing to do with Josh."
"Then what's wrong? Tell me..." He said in a quiet tone as his body stood motionless next to her's, no more contact between them for the moment. He was trying to give her the space to think.
She stared at the ceiling, biting her lip nervously and considering what to say next. "It's us." She said in a whisper, her eyes still staring at nothing really.
He kept quiet for a few moments likely to process my words before speaking out again, "You need to be a little more specific, Kris, so I can try to understand." Of all the people and going ons in his life this relationship with her felt the most correct, like he was doing something right for once.
"Look at us Romeo. The night we went out we were so close and now I feel like there's an ocean between us."
"The distance isn't there. It's in your head." He told her, reaching out to touch her cheek. "I'm laying here next to you and not going anywhere."
"I know..." She answered quietly, closing her eyes a moment.
"If you feel like there is something between us you should have said so." His fingertips brushing away her pale strands to trace along her cheek.
"It's hard to describe. I just know it isn't like it once was. The mini golf course.. We had it for a while." Her lashes fluttering with his touch then calmed again.
"I felt it too. Whenever I see you I feel like that kid again. My heart starts racing, I can't catch my breath and all I want to do is wrap my arms around you to press my lips to yours." He murmured in that low tone, leaning in to press his lips to her's gently.
She gave into his touch, wrapping her arms around his neck and he could feel her smiling against his mouth.
He pulled his head back just an inch or so to look into her eyes, kissing the blonde again and again and again a second later when his hand trailed down her neck and slid on its back, giving her goosebumps instantly.
She held him as close as possible against her, rolling over onto her side so that her body was now pressed against his, "Then why did it take so long to kiss me today?" She asked in a whisper as he broke the kiss.
"Because it's hard to say how you could react to my moves." He answered quietly, running his hand down her back.
She looked at him and nodded, "Should I tell you if you're allowed or not anytime I see you?" The blonde bit her lip and smirked, trying to make things lighter again.
He grinned, his eyes not leaving her's for even a second, "Yes please, that'd me amazing."
"Well now you know that you can kiss me for today." She smiled and pressed her lips against his, "Can I see your room now?"
"Of course, baby.." He smiled against her lips, pressing another kiss before he pressed a hand to the bed to sit up and drew her along with him. A glance to the corner, he seen the puppy fast asleep. "Seems he wore himself out."
"Lucky us." She nodded, tugging him to his feet. Looking up at him with those pretty blue eyes, "Next room on the tour?"
"Mmmhm. Next time I'll give you a more thorough introduction to the rooms." His arm slid around her waist to show her the way.
"There will be a next time?" She teased, arching her brows at him.
"I'd hope so, baby." He kissed her again before pushing open his bedroom door then closing it behind her. The room was in dark colors and woods, a masculine room with his guitar leaning against a small loveseat not too far from the bed.
She pulled away from him and let her eyes wander around the room. "I love your room." Kristen said and spun on her heels, bumping against his hard body.
He dropped his hands on her hips, boring his eyes into her's. "Do you?" He asked in a low tone, wanting to know.
"It's warm." She nodded and lifted on to her tip toes as she set her hands on his shoulders. "It reminds me a lot of your old room...just bigger."
"I need more space now that I'm a grown up man." He smirked and tilted his head down, their lips just inches apart, "The only flaw is that my bed feels way too big when I sleep alone."
"Sounds like a terrible flaw." She said, keeping a straight face and pouted a little as she felt his hands tugging at her shirt and she raised her arms to let his hands peel the piece of fabric off her body.
"Oh yes. I think that it would be a perfect fit if I added one person though." He smiled, dropping the shirt and his hands drifted down her arms as they went around his neck. His fingertips skimming over her sides, watching her shiver with a smile.
"One person? Who might that be?" She teased, running her fingers through his hair then down the back of his neck. She drew his t-shirt up over his head which he obliged her want by raising his own arms a moment.
He met her gaze after the shirt went over his head, "You..." Simply said before he leaned in to press his lips firmly against her's, his hands dropping to her hips to pick her up.
Blue eyes close and long legs wrap around his waist as he carried her over to the bed, her arms looped about his neck again. She deepened the kiss to tangle her tongue with his.
This moment felt better, more natural and each step taken easily followed by another motion that reminded him of the past in a good way. He set her on the bed, leaning over her to undo her jeans and draw them down her legs, his lips shifting to her neck.
A soft gasp slid from her lips as he kissed and sucked down her throat, likely leaving light marks that claimed. Her hands running through his hair before tugging lightly, "Romeo..."
He nibbled along her collarbone, letting her kick off the jeans as he went to undo his belt, "Mmm?" Getting caught up in the moment once more.
"You're going to leave marks all over me..." Kristen trailed off, biting her lip as her eyes dropped on his body as he pushed his jeans down his legs and stepped out of them, wearing now just a pair of boxers that left pretty much nothing to the imagination.
Romeo climbed on the bed and hovered over her, boring his eyes into mine as a smirk crept on his lips, "So what?" The brunet asked in a low tone, in the moment she was his completely and he her's. Anyone else didn't matter.
She shook her head and wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling his hips against her's. "Nothing."
He pressed a soft kiss on my lips, "Good." He whispered and grinned, his fingers hooking around the straps of her bra to pull them down as his mouth trailed down her neck and further down her chest, stopping when he found her breast and captured the lacy fabric with his teeth to expose the blonde's pale skin.
Her eyes followed his actions silently and holding her breath when he flickered his eyes up to look at the blonde as he nibbled at the side of her breast. She let out a moan, tangling her fingers in his hair.
His hands continued down her slender torso to her hips, taking the sides of her panties to draw them down her legs. He took a deep breath, his lips skimming over her breast to take her nip into his mouth for a suck.
Her fingers in his hair gave a light tug as her back arched slightly off the bed, her eyes closing for a moment then looking to him as he started kissing down her stomach. Playfully he nipped at her hip as he drew the scrap of material past her ankles to drop on the floor.
"Romeo..." She murmured in that tone, distracted by what he was doing.
His hands slowly sliding back up her legs so fingertips would trace over her inner thigh before stroking over her for that first time in what felt like forever. A smile tugged at his lips when she whimpered, she still felt the same and he was pleased he could get to react as well. "Yes, Ten?" He whispered in that low tone by her ear as he kept up nimble motions.
"You're cheating.." She gasped breathlessly, giving his hair another tug before her arms went around his neck.
"What would you rather I do?" He tipped his head as he looked down into her eyes, slight smile lingering on his handsome face.
She just shrugged and bit her lip, boring her eyes into his as she ground her hips against his hand, wanting and needing more.
"You don't know?" He asked in a hushed tone as he pushed two fingers inside of her, smirking wider when she tried to suppress a moan but it was no use.
She gave a tug to his hair, wrapping her legs around his waist, "You don't remember...?" Kristen retorted, grinning and lifting her head to ran her tongue across his lips before pressing her mouth hard against his, her back arching as he forced another finger inside of her and swallowed her moans.
"Do you think that little of me?" He groaned as he broke the kiss, slowing the pace of his fingers and giving her that familiar look. He could never forget those moments they would steal away. This was better yet though, a million times. He could appreciate her more.
She tilted her head to the side, sucking on the skin of his neck, inhaling his cologne as she ran her fingertips down in abs and lingered on the band of his boxers, "I don't know...you should prove that you didn't forget how to handle me." She whispered into his ear.
"I think I can do that.." He said in a low tone, his frame tensing with the way she teased him. Slowly drawing away his hand, hearing her soft gasp with the motion only charged his need for her. He lowered his hand to his boxers with her help.
"Eager?" She whispered breathlessly, her hands running up over his abs and chest. Her long leg running along his before wrapping around his waist.
"I think we've waited long enough.." He told her, drawing back just enough to be able to see her expression as he guided his hard length while rolling his hips forward.
"Romeo.." Her fingertips dug into his shoulder blades as he filled her, her bottom tier snagged to be bitten as she met his gaze.
He watched her eyes deepen and a smile appeared on his handsome face, it was like the memories he had but better yet than any dream or past occurrence. He tipped his head down to rest his forehead against her's, the moment was intense and they had barely started. He knew the peaks would be brighter than ever. His hips starting to move only moments after letting her adjust to him. "How am I doing?" He asked in a barely audible tone, smirking as his hands dropped on her hips, keeping her in place and forcing her to not move.
She was quiet, simply looking up at him with a smile on her face that could not be faked. "Mhm." She moaned without even opening her mouth, her hands trailing down his arms to stop on his hands and forcing them away from her hips and leading them up her head as their fingers intertwined together.
He smiled and his eyes didn't leave her's for even a second, making everything even more intense than it already was. "That's not really an answer baby." He smirked, stopping moving and making her wait.
"I don't think you need one." She said, holding her breath, watching him as he pulled out of her just to enter again forcefully and making her cry out loud.
His jaw tensed when she cried out like that, giving her hands a light squeeze, "No.. Your body's reactions answer for you.." A smile curled his lips as he leaned in, pressing a kiss to her tiers before drawing back only to roll his hips forward firmly.
Her back arched off the bed, her breasts pressing against his chest as he leaned into her. Both of their skin heated from contact and constant motions.
He was watching her, holding back the best he could since each thrust brought him closer. His heart was racing again like it would in these moments with her, it was unlike any time with other people. Romeo knew it was because of the connection they had, even years of separation couldn't quite break.
Her eyes dart over his face, taking a deep breath as she started to shiver a bit. Her long legs wrapping around his waist to draw him closer. "Rome..." She whispered.
He could tell she was close with the way she was tightening around him, that telltale tremble of her slender frame adding to it. He remembered from past times, only picking up his pace so they could get there at the same time, "I know, baby.."
"Oh god." Kristen breathed out and bit down hard on her lip, trying to suppress her moans. She pressed her heels against his back, lifting her hips as she tossed her head back, feeling his hand drop between her legs as he rubbed her roughly and increased the pace of his thrust.
"Ten." Romeo groaned, using his free hand to cup her chin and tilting her head in his direction, "Look at me baby."
She did as he said, moving her gaze on his eyes and getting lost in those blue pools of lust she came, harder than ever, her body shaking under his and keeping coming as he did too. "I..." She started then changing her mind she instead captured his lips with her's, kissing him hard as he rode out both of their orgasms.
His hand held her cheek as his other had long digits gripping the sheet, feeling those waves of pleasure rolling off his body so intensely. Breathless when he drew back and rested his forehead against her's, looking into her eyes after his slowly open, "Mmm.. Baby.."
"That was.." She started softly.
"Amazing..." He chuckled, quiet as they were so close. Brushing her pale strands off her damp forehead, "Better than ever.."
Her fingertips trace up and down his back, taking her time as she watched his face, "Mm.. Right." A smile tugged at her lips.
"What is the smile for, Ten?" He asked curiously.
"Well.. I was just wondering if that was it or not..." She mused, teasing him.
"Hardly, baby.. We have plenty of time to make up for."
She cocked her head to the side, pressing a trail of kiss up his neck as her fingers played with his hair, "Really?"
"Unless you have other plans." He groaned, sliding his hands down her sides and rolling onto his back to switch their positions.
"I do." She said, keeping a straight face as she pulled her head back, looking into his eyes and setting her chin against his chest.
"Tell me more about them." He said raising one eyebrow and brushing her hair off her face with one hand as his other one dropped on her a.ss.
The blonde bit her lip and gave him an innocent face, which he knew was far from real, "I don't know, you might get jealous."
"Kris." He glanced down at her, obviously not sure of where this was going.
She sighed and turned her head to rest her cheek on his chest, closing her eyes, "There's this guy...I haven't spent quality time with him since...well, forever." She paused, peeking an eye open and glancing at the expression on his face, "He's handsome, perfect body covered with tattoos, great in bed." She said quietly, letting her hands run up and down his arms.
"Why are you so complimenting today?" He asked with his usual c.ocky tone and squeezed her a.ss.
"Why are you thinking I'm talking about you?" She questioned, grinning from ear to ear as she opened her eyes and looked up at him.
"Because... I don't know of anyone else quite like you were describing.. Except me." He smirked, his hands running up her back then down again, fingertips simply skimming over her skin.
"You are my exception.." She murmured, looking up at him. Reaching up to trace her fingertip over his scruffy cheek.
"You are the one I've held any other girl up against.. They haven't ever matched you in the least." He told her honestly.
"Now I know you're talking out your ass.." She rolled her eyes, poking his side.
"I mean it.. You're amazing, baby." He leaned in to press a kiss to her forehead.
She made a face at him then let a pout play on her lips as she stared at him, no words leaving her mouth.
His eyes dropped on her mouth before moving back up to those blue eyes, a smirk slowly making its way on his lips, "Why are you pouting?"
"A kiss on the forehead? Really?" She questioned, sighing dramatically.
"If that's all you want..." He trailed off and cupped her face, leaning his head down to capture her lips with his.
"I don't know if it's all I want, but it is for now." She said against his mouth and smirked, her hands sliding down his sides to stop on his hipbones.
"Let me know.." He murmured, his hands dropping to her hips to hold her closer. To have her pressed near like this just felt right, no regret in his eyes as he looked down at her.
"I plan on it." Her fingertips tracing down the deep vees of his hips to rest low on his torso. Her eyes on his own as his hazel gaze deepened, her touch sent light shocks over his skin.
"So we're just going to lay here for the rest of the night?" He asked with a tip of his head, his hands running up her sides then down again to give her backside a squeeze. A smirk when she wiggled.
"You don't want me to stay?" She arched a brow at him, her tone playful.
"Tonight? No..." He seen her expression change then he chuckled, "I want you here more than just tonight.. We can't fix the distance if you're always gone so far away.."
"I'm not that far away..." She trailed off, wrinkling her nose and tangling her legs with his.
"But you're not close enough." He cut her off with a smirk on his face, his hands snaking around her waist to hold her in a way he always did when they talked about them and how things were going on between the two, subconsciously he was slightly worried she would get up and go away. He knew she was a pro at avoiding certain subjects.
"No?" She grinned, shifting against him as she propped herself up on her elbows, setting them by the sides of his head and running her fingers through his hair, her eyes looking into his, "I don't know how I could be closer to you right now."
"You know what I mean silly." He said quietly and leaned his cheek on the palm of her hand.
She nodded and kept his head in place as the blonde tilted her head down to kiss him softly, "I know." She whispered against his lips, "But we should take things one step at time."
"Mmm.. You make me want to race to the finish line.." He murmured, another slow kiss pressed to her tiers.
"You're letting your heart run ahead again.. Such a romantic.." She smiled, her fingertips brushing his cheek.
"You inspire me.." He told her, meaning his words. "I'll take those steps one at a time if I need to.."
"I don't want this..us to fall on our faces." She whispered, her blue eyes looking down into his gaze.
"I understand, baby.. I'm here."
She bit her lip and looked deep into his eyes, processing his words. "Are you?"
"I promise." He said quietly, nodding his head as his hands ran down her legs to stop behind her knees.
"Careful with what you promise Romeo..." She smirked, half teasing.
He lifted himself in a sitting position, keeping her against him as he wrapped his legs around his waist, "I'm not afraid of making promises." He whispered, leaning into her and pressing one kiss against her lips before trailing his mouth down her neck, making her shiver.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, cocking her head to the side to give him better access to her skin. "Do you promise you'll be honest with me?" She asked, but it came out more like a moan.
"Yes.." He cleared his throat quietly, realizing how things were quickly becoming serious. Those kisses scattering across her collarbone.
She tipped her head, glancing to him, "Don't make promises you can't keep..."
"I know.." He murmured against her skin. "I..I've been thinking of doing the cold turkey quit but I'm nervous.. It isn't pretty. I just didn't want to be alone either.." He remembered the times in the hospitals; the shakes, fevers and sweats. The pleading words that would slide from his lips to ease his pain. His resolve was strong and he needed that from her as well.
"You're still on the coke?" She asked softly, not missing a beat. The blonde wouldn't be his very smart girl if she didn't.
His voice a bit rough as he rested his head upon her shoulder, his eyes opening to look to her, "Yes.. You told me to be honest to you and I am. I want to quit this time." He bit his lip, swallowing hard. It was difficult to open up when all he had for so long was himself to judge his actions. Romeo knew that he had to let her in and not fear what she'd say. Honesty was new for the man who had been lying to so many people over the years.
"Romeo..." She started softly but trailed off. The blonde swallowed and closed her eyes, tossing her head back as she ran her hand up his neck, still holding him against her body.
"I'm sorry, Ten." He whispered, resting motionless in her arms. The man felt like he had disappointed her, much like he had so many people that filtered in and out of his life. He had to hope he hadn't completely ruined his chances with her and that she still had at least a shred of faith in him.
She opened her eyes and took a deep breath then looked down at him. Her fingertips brushing down his scruffy cheek as her eyes studied his face, "It's not like I thought you were clean..." She trailed off, cradling his head in her hands.
"But?" He questioned, still not moving. It was like time has stopped.
"But it still hurts me, I don't want you to do that to yourself. It's not fair, I didn't give up on us to come visit the grave you dug with your own hands." She paused, her voice was getting lower and lower as she went on. She cleared her throat, trying to compose herself then rested her forehead against his to bore those deep blue eyes into his, "Do you think you can really quit? Like...could it be the right time?"
"I think I can.. I want to. Things are going better and I'm trying to climb out of the deep hole I dug for myself. It's just a matter of having the support to get through it. The extra hand to steady me." His eyes didn't leave her's at all, "I trust you, Ten."
"I know.. I don't want it to be all about me. You quitting is about you, your reasons and your goals. I'm not going to run but I don't want you to back track either." She spoke softly, brushing his dark hair back off his forehead.
"It's a trial.. I know that. I wasn't strong enough before and I didn't have reasons. Now I do. It's that simple." His tone was honest, he was open with her again like he was as a teen. Now he came with so much more baggage but he had the faith in them that they could handle it.
"I'm glad. This change is better. No more poisons, Romeo. You have to face your demons. I'm here to listen to you."
"And I'm grateful. Really I am." He tipped his head to place a short kiss to her lips, "I'm lucky to have you in my life again."