I am not looking forward to ANYTHING until I transfer to a University in 2 years. My life here is so boring. It's really hard not having my boyfriend, well he's not mine anymore, in my life. It's horrible. School isn't as exciting as I thought it would be. I have no job, even though I've been applying. I just thought this would be the best year of my life so far, but now I am depressed and stressed and struggle not to cry every day and it's getting worse everyday, too. I just can't wait until I move away from this place. I am NEVER coming back after I move. Ever. No matter what.