So today wasn't to bad, a think the fact that it was Friday made it a lot better :)
Honestly there's not much to say but I'll write something nice later as many people have commented on my letters to people and just the things I write, so I think I'll try and do a lot more of it x Thanks guys,
Today I think i'll talk about one of my personality's. I suppose it's one but it's just something I've always had since I was young. Shyness.
I've always been a shy person, I think I know why but I'll get to that later. It just made me realize this today when I was talking to a boy who could be my boyfriend very soon told me that I was shy. I just really made me think when I left him and walked home from school.
I understand most people are shy but even when it comes to things such as answering a question in class, I'll just freeze and hardly anything will come out.
It really gets to me some times. I just think, why am I always like this? Why can't I be more confident like my friends?
It's not my fault though. Personally I think it's because of my bad skin. I've had it for almost 5 years and I don't even remember having clear skin.
Of course that's the main reason. I've always shy ed away from people looking me in the eye I knew they'd see my skin. It makes me depressed sometimes but that's to talk about for an day.
It's not nice to be shy. Maybe it cute or sweet but in reality it's not like that at all. I'll have to do job interviews one day or maybe even have to do some sort of public speaking. That would just be one of the worst things for me.
I even have that on my 100 things to do before I die.. that's how bad it is. I just want to get over it because right now it's really getting in my way.