ugh the quality of my sets have been going down....
(deletes all items, then saves new ones)
anyways... i feel a sense of regret right now >_<
the freaking grade is going on a field trip to new york city this week. they're only going for two days. the trip costs $300 per person. they get to watch Wicked on broadway, visit times square, visit the statue of library. touristy shiit i've done before. that's in two days. ugh, i can't picture the amount of fun everyone will be having while i'm back in boston, going to boring local trips like to the bowling alley.
the thing is, months ago i ruled out that i wasn't going on the school trip. i spent all of my money for the trip on supplies for my science fair research, bullshet. also, no one would want to dorm with me. everyone already had their dorms settled out, after my best friend moved it was kind of hard fitting in. it seemed every fricking dorm was filled. i guess nobody thought i was special enough to reserve a spot for me. also, it was $300 fuckingg dollars for TWO days. i mean, i've been to Manhattan three times, and since i know some relatives who live there, I can spend a freaking week in Manhattan for $300. it wasn't worth it, seeing that I've been to NYC a couple of times, but my mom wouldn't let me tour much of it because she got freaking tired easily and stayed most of the time in the apartment, doing nothing but watching TV. if you're going to come to nyc, then at least DO SOMETHING different from what you'd usually do. God -__-.
so yeah. now i'm starting to regret /not/ going. omg, can i just like sneak there? if i make it into nationals for science fair, i could go to Washington DC, which is wayy better than NYC since i've never been there. ugh. i hope i can get in.