I was getting ready with Jess who has become one of my closest friends here and at this time in my life I needed someone to be there and listen to me.
"Can I ask you something?" I asked and lit up a cigarette
"Anything" She said and continued to sip her martini and do her makeup
"What would you do if you and your basically fiance got knocked up and then had a miscarriage and after the baby died you dont know how to tell him why the baby died and he asks for another one and you dont know what to do so you have sex with him and nothing happens and thennnnn you say i dont want a commitment right now I need a little while to think and then you sleep with someone you shouldn't have and you think you might be knocked up again" I say and Jess just stares at me.
"Okay Jenn, slowwww downnn. And lemme guess this is you?" I nodded and grabbed my phone to show her the texts from the new guy.
"Jenn this is bad! Noah loves you and you love Noah! You cannot get with another guy! How drunk were you?"
"Vomiting during sex drunk"
"Oh god Jenn, oh dear god this is bad. Who is it?"
"I can't tell you!" She grabbed my arm
"You can tell me anything and I'm not gonna say anything about this to anyone including Noah" I sighed and grabbed a piece of paper and wrote his name...A d r i a n H e n d e r s o n.
She started laughing "Oh my god Jennnnn" She slapped my arm "What drugs were you doing?"
I thought back to that night and all I could remember was sitting on his bed and a shooting pain on my hip and him giving me a drink that made me feel like I could do anything oh and the sex...amazingg.
I told Jess about it and she was grinning."Jenn you naughty little w.hore" I pulled up my dress and showed her the tattoo he gave me. I smiled at it and Jess laughed
"HE GAVE YOU A TAT!" She roared with laughter and I rolled my eyes.
"Noah cannot find out about this cause I already told Adrian that I have a fiance and that I can't see him" She nodded and hugged me
"Its okay J, everyone makes mistakes, Noah has too."