Since I'm ultra bored (not really) I'm gonna rant about J-Hope.
So at first, I liked Jimin after watching No More Dream. At that time I didnt notice J-Hope much. Only after checking their member profiles, I thought he looked like Joon a bit so I kind of liked him too but I liked Jimin better so I didnt really pay attention to J-Hope.
Then there was a Kpop challenge and since most idols were taken when I entered this challenge, I picked Jimin and Jungkook as two of my idols in that. I wanted to know them better thats why I chose them. Jungkook was my second that time haha. So while searching for pics of Jimin and Jungkook, I saw BTS's pictures as well. J-Hope was so damn attractive and the whole BTS looked so cute which was the total opposite of what I thought they were - BADASS. So I decided to read their interviews and stuff which made me get more attracted to them. Mostly to J-Hope, yes. Then I went on Youtube and went to see their videos. ALL OF THEM WERE SO DAMN FUNNY OMG. The first ever video I watched of them was - I THINK - Their dance of Miss A's Breathe. I then decided that no matter who I like the best, V is definitely gonna be my second haha. Rapmon's expressions were PRICELESS. Okay so then I randomly searched for "j-hope". I watched a fancam of him BEING SO ADORABLE. That was when I fell in love. I never thought I'd love a guy this much after Jonghyun but I do, and its probably this guy right here. I never thought he would pull off being cute cuz they had this badass concept so. One video got me to another and then I found myself watching J-Hope's fancams every day. I couldnt go on a day without it. I googled about him and everything that I could. I felt so bad for betraying Jimin so I thought maybe I should get to know them better in order to decide for a bias, thats why I watched BTS Rookie King. I AM SO GLAD I WATCHED IT because it made me fall in love with 7 adorable babies that I treasure so so much. I know I always say that they are not my favourite, but yes I will admit that they are. Almost the same as SHINee and SS501. BTS holds a really special place in my heart and J-Hope tops it. Ofcourse nobody can take SS501 or SHINee's place though. Rookie King made me sure that the one I love the most is J-Hope so he became my bias. Everything he do is just perfect. His personality is perfect. His voice is perfect,I wish he'd get to sing more BECAUSE HE CAN TOTES SING! I really wanna hear him sing more , but my god his raps are so damn good too. I love that he matches with EVERYONE. After watching almost EVERY video of them in youtube, I loved them even more. J-Hope makes me happy. So damn happy that I cant even! Hope+V+Jimin makes such a good team that they can make anybody laugh at anytime. I dont even know how they manage to be so overall perfect. Okay so I am going a bit off topic.
So yes. J-Hope is love. how can anyone not love him? but I will admit something again. I dont like peoople loving him. call me jealous, selfish but YES I DONT LIKE IT. I dont know why but I feel like he's mine. LIKE REALLY MINE. I know I am being paranoid but I feel like I own him >< From that day till today, I watch BTS - I LIKE IT (Jhope focused) ALMOST EVERYDAY. Its like I cant live without that video because WOW JHOPE, YOUROCK MY WORLD. That video is damn perfect and ughhhhh. What am I even saying? I have a headache but I am gonna write anyway. So yeah, I love his laugh. Did I say that? I really love it. His mouth is just wow. And after watching his predebut videos and stuff, i love him even more haha. Actually I love him more everyday. Lately though, I have been a bit away from BTS and I miss them so much specially J-Hope. OKAY I SHOULD REALLY SHUTUP BUT I CANT AND I JUST WANT TO TELL ALL THESE FEELINGS BUT I JUST CANT UGH.
All I wish is just every happiness to this talented hopeful beautiful soul. ♥
In short, I LOVE YOU J-HOPE,