Just Me, depression, and him.

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emo-baby-40
Wrote 9 months ago
Made me feel a whole lot better about my breakup thanks :)

myredstar
Wrote one year ago
This is going to be a really long comment, so just bear with me here (please, please read this)
 
I can relate to so much in here, I totally feel you. I completely understand. I've had guys like me before, but it was never real. The ones that like you at a glance always want something from you. When I was younger, it took me so long to understand this - and everything you said reminds me of how I used to feel - but even if you don't see it, even if you can't tell, there is always someone who cares about you. If I had to choose one word to describe you it would be "expressive" or "brave" or "creative". And when I was a kid, I didn't believe in myself either. It took so long. But then finally you get in this zone where you don't give a crap about what anyone else thinks. And once you get in that zone, you're the most beautiful person you could ever be.
 
And I know what it feels like to have your heart ripped out by a guy you love. When I was 14, a guy gave me his phone number. For the first time, EVER. I instantly fell head over heels in love with him because he was the first guy who ever noticed or cared about me. I didn't get to see him again for another nine months. I counted down the days, and waited EVERY SINGLE DAY of those nine months to see him again. When I finally saw him, I found out I was the only one who waited, and he was with another girl. After I wasted nine months of my life on him. I then proceeded to eat two cheeseburgers and cry for eight hours. But you have to remember that if someone doesn't see you for you? They're not worth your time. And you deserve better. Everyone deserves someone that can feel the same way.
 
And believe it or not, the same thing happened AGAIN! I met a guy, he gave me his phone number, nine months till we saw eachother again, but this time it got serious. There were good morning texts and good night texts and I love you's. Then I found out his parents hated me and it ended in our breakup. Then three months later I found out he was still talking to me. We planned that we would talk again on his 18th birthday (which was in nine months) when he could have his own freedom apart from his parents. Then halfway through those nine months, he took off with another girl, and all that time I thought he loved me.
 
But now, I found someone who does love me. And I know that you will find someone too. If you care that much about finding someone, there will be someone out there for you, I promise. Because I used to be in the exact same place you were, and I know how it feels (check out my collection called "flower petals" and you'll get an idea) I understand exactly how it feels, but I know you will find a way out. I know you will. And if you ever need someone to talk to, or ever need advice, feel free to message me anytime. I know exactly how you feel, and I'm here for you if you ever want someone to talk to. :)

burrairah
Wrote one year ago
#Rememberesto

psylocke18
Wrote one year ago
great stuff dear!!! can relate to some of them

edirectioner-1
Wrote two years ago
#ellerememberthis

lollipop20018
Wrote two years ago
@kaya-safar Thanks, and it helps that people like you try to help. <3
@littlemixer4 Thank you, I really do understand so if you ever need anything just ask. :)

littlemixer4
Wrote two years ago
Sweetie! Oh my gosh....I'm speechless. Someone does understand how I feel but I really do want to be sure you're okay.

kaya-safar
Wrote two years ago
I'm glad you're better!! Stay strong! :3
<3
*hugs*

lollipop20018
Wrote two years ago
Thank you guys, that was so sweet. I'm honestly over my depression now, and I haven't cut in around four months now. Thats the longest I've ever been clean.
@diabolos That made me laugh. c: Thank you. <3
@drowning-in-raindrops -hugs back- Thank you so much <3
@kaya-safar Of course I would love a hug from you! Hugs everywhere I don't mind at all c: Thank you. <3

kaya-safar
Wrote three years ago
Me: Do you need a hug?
@lollipop20018 : Not from you...
Me: YES YOU DOOOO!! >.< **Hugs you no matter what you do**
 
:3 We're in the same place honey
Stay strong ;)

diabolos
Wrote three years ago
If the world says you're ugly, etc. and trust me, they will. you better turn around, punch them in the face and say, "You're uglier, cause I'm not the one going around telling real beautiful people that they're ugly."

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