sometimes you can have that pit in your stomach...that deep dark whole filling up with anguish and bottling up all of these secrets and pressures and stresses...and then in one small move, one small action, you feel so happy. but before, you kept trying and trying and trying desperately, but what you were needing all along was just there. you weren't looking for it but it found you when you were looking for something else. and in one small gesture, you changed your entire day and made life a lot easier to deal with.
 
ever feel so guilty whether you were guilty or not? just that gut-wrenching feeling in your stomach? it stinks is what it is.