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WEDNESDAY. JANUARY 19TH - Beach party at night! There is going to be drinks, music and even a bonfire!
Noah was going to pick me at home at six o'clock. We met in the school earlier and I told him about this party. I didn't know why I did that, usually those parties are my refuge from boys and all the drama. I guess I wanted to spend more time with him.
I still getting ready when I heard the bell. I thought that weird, it was still five-thirty. But maybe Noah decided to appear early, so I didn't care so much and opened the door.
"Jay, what are you doing here?" He didn't even got the chance to say 'hello'. I didn't want to be rude with him, but I was surprised. After all, I never thought that he was going to knock on my door again.
"Stel, I just needed to see you." He said, looking at me directly in the eyes.
"Why? So you can curse at me again?" I was tired of hiding how sad I was with him. I was going to close the door on his face but he stopped me.
"Why are you so mad? You were the one that said that we didn't have anything."
"Yeah, because you showed up in the school with that blonde slutt." I was almost yelling at him now.
"Stella, what's going on?" Lauren came from the kitchen with concerned eyes. She looked between me and Jay for a moment.
I shook my head. "Nothing." She understood the hint and went back to the kitchen. I knew that she was going to listen every word that I was going to say to Jay, so I had to be careful. We are quite fine now, but I can't let her listen things about my private life. It was too risky.
I turned to Jay again. "Listen, we really didn't have nothing. I was expecting on having, but we fuckked up." I took a deep breath, I could feel the tears coming to my eyes, but I wasn't going to cry in front of him. "Now all we can do is move on."
"I don't want to move on, I want to forgt everything and be with you." Now I was shocked, I didn't even knew what to say. "I like you Stell, since the day I saw you on the beach."
I was speechless, I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to run into his arms, but I wanted to be with him. We stayed there, in silence for a few moments. Then he put his arm around my waist, he was going to kiss me and I was going to let him, but I spotted Noah in front of my house with his car.
I let go of Jay in a second, I wasn't going to let Noah see us together, he was such a good guy, I couldn't hurt him this way. Jay looked at me confused but he saw that I was looking at Noah and understood what was going on.
"Hey!" I said and hugged him. He smiled at me, but then he spotted Jay, still stood in front of my door. "This is Jay, an old friend of mine. Jay, this is Noah." I made the introductions, pretending that nothing important was happening. Gosh, I am such a good actress.
They didn't liked each other, I could see by the hateful look on their eyes. Okay, that was getting weird. "Let's go, or we are going to be late." I said to Noah and he nodded.
We headed to his car and when he opened the door for me, I turned around and waved at Jay. "Bye." I said sarcastically.
Noah got into the car and we went to the beach. I could see Jay leaving my house, sad, by the mirror. I was being a cruel person, I know, the boy went there and confessed his love for me and I just left with another one.
But he had to know that it is not an easy thing to win me back. He had a chance ans lost it, now he needed to fight to have another one.