[Collab with my ela! i love you boo!]
WARNING and shocking ending. <3
What do you do on the day your best friend kicks you out of the house to get ready for her date. I really don’t like that guy, he is just in it to fuck her, and hse is going to get her heart broken again, but I cant help to think that maybe they will work out. Fuck I feel so guilty for fooling around with Char, maybe she lost on a really good relationship because people thought she was with me.
Anyway, I walked out of the building and saw a paper, announcing a new exibit in the museum of sex.
I stopped by the bar, some liquid courage is due anytime.
You never know who you will find. Maybe someone might pick a fight with me. God know’s I’ve been trying to let go of my energy now that Char and I are not doing anything.
I got in the museum and saw some familiar faces, I guess people from the building were here. It was not estrange people in that place, well we were all pretty fu.cked up.
I was really not paying attention to anything. I was just wondering. I turned around a corner and bumped into someone.
"Oh, I'm so sor-" she paused, but her voice was completely familiar I could tell her apart from a million, it was Camilla
"What?" i looked at her, then her attire. Fucking tight dress and fu,ck me heels, if she was here on a date im going to jail tonight. "You don't know what to say while facing me?"
she shrugged. "No. I was just shocked to see you here."
"So im I”
she rolled her eyes and turned around but i grabbed her arm.
"Where are you going?"
i chuckled. "It's the other way." She was always getting lost
she blushed. I loved her blush… "Right," I said, turning back to where I was heading to the first place.
"Huh? I really am going to the washroom."
"You're just saying that to avoid me."
"Then no, I'm going there to meet some hot guy I just met and let him f.ck me senseless. Happy?"
"F.ck, Cam! I really don't know what to think anymore!" i shouted, cant she see how much that affects me.
"You're not leaving this time if you don't explain to me what's really f.cking going on between us! I'm your..husband and I have the right to know and don't tell me because you don't feel it anymore!"
"Camilla... Parker" i sighed realizing she never took my name it wasn't a big deal or anything. but now it was like she knew this, us, was not going to last.
"You always knew" i said calming myself before i did something stupid.
"What?!" she spat angry.
"that we were just goign to drift apart, you know part eacu other's way?" i asked in a sarcastic monotone voice.
my insides were fucking boiling with anger. but she was just, ugh! how can you love a person so much it hurts. but at the same time, hate her so, so fucking much. i hated her for what she was doing to me. but i loved her so much the only thought of her with someone else made my insides burn with so much intensity it was even hard to me to keep myself standing, and not collapsing into the next perverted statue.
"what are you fucking talking about Connor" she asked.
"You, you always knew right, that's why you never took my name, and that's why you had your own things handeled privately, i thought you were just independent, but now i just..." i said running a hand trough my hair.
"You what connor? think that i dont love you? that i never did, you are so fucking dramatic" she said and made her way to the washroom, but im not having that same talk and dash move.
"Dramatic? im the dramatic one?" i asked taking her wrist.
She spun around and had tears in her eyes. fu.ck those bug green/blue eyes were the death of me.
"yes" she spat.
i leaned closer to her. walking forward and she walked backwards until she hit a wall.
"So you dont miss this?" i said and ran my hand thorugh her sides.
"No" she said.
i leaned and kissed her neck, brushing her hair out of my way, she was completly pressed against me. but i wasn't hard yet.
i nibbled on her neck. kissign and sucking slightly.
"Miss this?" i whispered in her ear.
"No" she whispered breathlessly
I captured my lips with hers. first she was not kissing me back, but when i grabbed her face with my free hand she opened her mouth and started kissing me back. her tongue, fu,ck how much i've missed her taste, brushed against my lips. i bit her softly and she moaned slightly.
"Cam, tell me you dont want this, tell me you dont need me anymore. and i swear im fucking out of here and out of your life forever" i said against her lips. staring right into her eyes.
she opened her mouth, stroking my chest lightly, fuck I wish im not dreaming this, it feels so real, her with me. She is like a drugg, no matter how much you take, you want more and more, there is no overdose, just more of her. And as much as I can take I’ll always want more
Im sure she wanted to reply but my lips crashed right into hers without letting her start. If she was going to say something that I really didn’t want to hear I’d rather kiss her.
i slipped my tongue in, exploring her mouth once again as she did the same.
Her arms hooked around my neck and mine went straight to her hips
i pulled back suddenly, sucking her bottom lips.. I placed my forehead against hers and smirked. "You lied again," i whispered, sending a shiver down her back.
she set her hands on my chest. "Maybe.."
i pulled my head back, looking at her. "What do you mean?"
"You what Cam?"
"I really have to get back to my client," she said.
i looked to my right, frowning. "What client?!"
"It's none of your business, jealous guy," she said and headed for the washroom.
"I'm helping my client with her bachalorette party here for goodness sake!" she cried out, storming off.
she opened the washroom door when i pushed her in and locked the door.
There were two ways this could go. We could talk, now wait actually three.
Or I get killed.
"Get out!" she shouted
“Cam, i need you to listen to me. i love you, im willing to do anything it takes, to get you back" i said and eyed the zip of her dress.
she turned around and i was facing her back.
"i dont know Con" she whsipered. i leaned closer, wrapping my arms around her.
"quit my job? tell me and i'll do it, move? we can" i whispered in her ear
"you, you would do that?" she asked turning her head around, and throwing it back a little.
"i would do that and more" i said and crushed my lips to her again. her as.s was still glued to me. and i could feel her moving against me.
i started to undo the zip of her dress and i thought she was going to stop me.
i took her dress off and she stepp out of it.
"i know a relationship is not based on sex. but i haven't felt, anything like this before. its painfull to think about you. and you are not here" i whispered.
She turned around and locked eyes with mine.
"i know" was the only thing she said before she wrapped her arms around my neck.
she kissed me hard on the lips, while she took off my shirt.
she undid the buckle of the belt, and now it was my turn to stepp out of my clothes.
Her skin felt so good, i've missed it so much. soft, creamy, it was like melting in mine. fu.ck i've missed this.
i groaned when i saw what she was wearing underneath her dress. a skimpy, black, panty and strapless bra.
i looked at her. almost asking for permission
i bent down a little and picked her up by the knee, hooking her legs around my waist while her arms were still wrapped around my neck as i lifted her up and placed her down on the powder table.
i leaned in closer when she dropped her hands to my chest, stopping him. "Wait," she said.
i paused. "Cam-" Her eyes were closed. She was so beautiful it was painful not being able to see her every day.
"Open your eyes," i whispered.
she squeezed her eyes shut even more. "I..." she was so stubborn
There was a stillness for a second before i crashed my lips on hers again. She kissed me. This time with more passion. i stepped in between her legs, pushing her legs further apart as my hands moved down her sides.
she shivered as we continued to kissed madly. my hand reached her inner thigh and caressed her lightly, making her moaned against our lips. Suddenly, i stucked two fingers into her without warning. she gasped and broke our kiss. i trailed kisses down her neck and back up to her ear and nibbled it as i pumped my fingers in and out faster.
she moaned again. "No more teasing."
i pulled my fingers out and tasted it. "I missed it."
she blushed as i pulled her panty down slowly, torturing her. she quickly stepped out of it while my other hand went up to unhooked her bra.
she tighten her wrap around my waist and smirked.
"I want you in me, now."
"I still want to tease a little more."
she pouted as i smiled evily, bending down to meet the level of her breast.
"You know you like it," i said as i sucked my n.pple, playing it with my tongue while the other was occupied by my hand, kneading it.
she kicked her head back and moaned. "I don't think I can stand any longer, Con."
i stayed still for a moment but then continued with kisses back up to her neck, jaw line and finally my lips, sliding his tongue in. she tangled her hands in my hair pulling me closer to her
As i worked my way with her, it felt like no time has passed like were just us again, only the Cam and Connor, boyfriend and girlfriend.
"Are you still on the pill?" i groaned not able to take the pressure of my d.ck pressed up against her hot core.
"Yes! just fu.ck me" she whispered in my ear, it was all it took for me to just push her against the wall, and fill her with everything i had in me.
She gasped loudly.
"Oh God!" she screamed.
i just groaned. She was perfect, tight after all, just perfect.
i thursted in and out. she met each and every move i made with her own.
her soft moans and my deep grunts were the most perfect and amazing thing i've heard in a long time.
"Close baby?" i got out.
"mm huh" she whispered and i sneaked my hand over to her cl.it.
She came seconds after and i followed close by, amazed by her cries of ecxtasy.
Then there was the awkward moment. What now?
we both just stood there. naked and all. she was so freaking beautiful.
she grabbed her dress from the floor. and put it on i did the same with my shirt and pants.
"bye Con" she whispered. And there it was my life walking away from me once again.
I tried calling out, but there was no voice left in me. I saw the hem of her dress faint after the curve of the wall and I just lost it.
I punched the wall. The sink, everything I could. Luckily, the wall and my hand took almost all the damage.
Char was going to hate me, maybe I deserved it. But she had that guy to keep her company, and I would visit her. But I cant do this anymore. I cant be in the same place with her.
It hurts me too much to see her. Smell her perfume, hear her voice, and not be able to call her mine, or not being able to wake up every day next to her. I don’t know what she needs, but its not me anymore.
“Rita?” I said to my phone walking out to the street.
“yes Mr. Wells?” she answered.
“Tell Mr. Robbert im taking the Job in the London Times, immediate effect, im leaving this weekend”