"Maybe it’s sad that these are now memories. And maybe it’s not sad."

"I hate you."
My sister said it different than she said it to my dad. She meant it with me. She really did.
"I love you,” was all I could say in return.
"You're a freak, you know that? Everyone says so. They always have."
"I'm trying not to be."
-Stephen Chbosky The Perks of Being a Wallflower
 

 

 

 

I just received the. best. thing ever.
A 4" x 8" color photograph of my, ahem, crush, ( i hate that word, it's weird) playing the guitar (he has a plain white tees-esque band!!!) I love it! It's going in my wallet :D
 
In other news, my parents are debating going to New York the only issue is that it's really rainy there... do any of you live in New York? is the weather bad??? Tell me!