Saturday, December 29, 2012 -There is good news and bad news, the good news is that our beloved soccer captain has returned! He sustained cuts and bruises from being in the woods but swears he just got lost. See nothing to worry about! Now on to the bad news, Ruby O'Doherty has been found dead in the girls lavatory in the junior dorm which is now off limits. The headmaster is saying that she slipped and hit her head on the sink but rumors say it looked like she had stab wounds.
I sat on the staircase to the main building, my hair blowing slightly in the chilly wind. My hands were cold and I shivered. The news about the dead girl in the lavatory and that the soccer captain was back didn´t upset me. Instead of mourning the dead girl I envied her and instead of celebrating the soccer captains comeback I was jealous of all the attention he got, how missed and loved he was. I knew that no one ever would miss me like that, because of how jealous, bossy and annoying I was. But one tiny, tiny part of me still belived that someday someone would love me and that that day wasn´t long away. That part of me had too die, because it was wrong. Very, very wrong, I thought. The reason I still sat here on the freezing staircase was because of the boy at the party. We had danced for a while and then we went outside to get some fresh air. I felt my heart flutter when I thought of the memory. What if it wasn´t true? What if I had been halluciating or something? Because no one would want to spend that much time on me, right? I remembered how I told him about the monster and how I wanted to find it. Oh no. He mist think I´m crazy, I realised. Then why did he say he wanted to meet me again? It was probably just a joke I didn´t get. I felt like an idiot. Why did I let myself get fooled like that? I stood up and walked away to the woods. There I would find peace, and maybe if I looked close enough, the monster.
I ran so fast that I almost missed the girl standing at the edge of the wood. It was Loren. She looked shocked and her eyes were red and puffy, as if she´d been crying. I didn´t let that stop me though. I walked slowly towards her and didn´t stop until I was right in front of her.
"What are you doing here?" I asked, knowing how truly bossy I sounded.
" Oh, I was just leaving", Loren answered, sounding as if she was hiding something. I wondered what, but I was too tired to find out.
"Ok" I said discrete as I could and made my way into the wood, hoping she didn´t notice.
sorrry if I made Loren sound out of character, tell me if you want me to redo it or something.