So it's the last day of 2012. That's strange to say as it feels like only yesterday we all started this year with fireworks and new year kisses.
Personally, it's been a great year for me and I go so far as to say that it's been the best year of my 13 years.
I've had my first kiss which just completed my year as it was on my bucket list for the beginning of the year.
And I've had my first proper boyfriend who realy cares about me.
I've had my first kiss with him on the side of a busy road in the dark and rain, I've watched the sunset on a park bench with him and I've gone to Starbucks with him. It's been prefect this year. It honestly has.
I also discovered Youtubers and started watching people who would later change my life back in April. People like Dan, Phil, Alfie, Emma, Marcus, The Janoskians, Jack&Finn, PJ, Chris, Charlie, Casper, Jack, Joe and also Zoella.
They have all changed my life to be honest, Especially Dan and Phil. I watched there videos when I went though a hard time in April and they helped me get though it. So I am forever grateful for them.
But there's been great moments too that I won't ever forget. Like when I was with my boyfriend and friends walking though the town in the dark with just the fairy lights above us and in that moment I really did feel infinite.
Or when I went on holiday up north and walked along a beach i'd never even been to before on my own listening to Ben Howard with my headphones in. I loved that memory, just that fact I was some random London girl walking along a beautiful beach in the middle of nowhere watching kids with there family's and old people enjoying there day out at the beach.
I've loved 2012 and I know I said this last year, but I'll miss this year a lot.
I grew up this year, more than ever. I don't know if it was because of the fact that I got to know who my true friends were or I dealt with difficult situations and overcame them or just if it was because Dan and Phil's videos.
I don't think I've ever know but I do know one thing.
2012 has been my year and I love that.
Good Luck in 2013 everyone!