So being shy sucks. Like so badly. Once you realize how shy you actually are it just makes you feel so bad and for me, it annoys the hell out of myself. I guess because I know I have it in me to not be but it still am.
I always have been shy since I was little. I never put my hand up in class or speaks up about anything I want to say. I'm shy around new people and just daydream until it becomes awkward.
I wish I wasn't so shy to be fair. It's not the worst habit I could have I suppose but it hits you worst when you just want to be yourself and it just stops you.
I'm fine around friends and my boyfriend most of the time. I'm always chatting and having a laugh but it's still there. And I think it always will be.