Niall James Horan...

Niall James Horan is now 19...
 
Sigh, i dont think anyone realizes how much i love one direction and how much they have changed my life like idk man im like so emotional tonight its not even funny...
 
but niall dude, he is always able to make me smile. all of the boys are but niall is so adorable and idk...
 
when ever im sad i watch videos of them or even just a simple picture and it makes me feel better.
 
These 5 guys make me smile and for a while idk make me forget all the shitt going on.
 
and if that wasnt the case i wouldnt be here today... i would have already done it... new years eve actually. but i watched there videos and it made me smile& laugh and while i watched those videos it made me forget all the things i had done to myself, all the things i still wanted to do to myself...
 
these boys are a really big part of who i am...
when i say 'these boys are my life' i mean it, with out them... i wouldnt be here. and ive never told anyone this... so now i am...
 
thats why i am so much in love with one direction.
not because they're cute (which they are)
not because they have amazing voices (which they do.)
 
no, because these boys stopped me from killing myself...
 
so, now you know.