[collab with my gorgeous jade <3]
monday; girls night@Lex <3
I walked the dark hallway of the building where Lex lived. I hadn't seen her in a while and I was excited to get an upload of her life. Expecially because I had heard about Andrew. And I didn't like it.
"I'm here!," i chimed as I let myself in with the key Lex gave me, "and I brought vodka!"
"Soph!" Lex squealed rising from the couch to give me a hug and taking the bottle of Grey Goose in my hands, "You're a saint!"
"Just call me saint Sophie then," I laughed pretending to put on a serious face and folding my hands into prayer.
She laughed. "Well it looks like saint Sophie escaped from the convent. Tell me about you and Damon," She winked bumping her hip with mine.
I sighed dreamily while taking a seat on the couch as Les went to the kitchen to grab us some glasses so we could begin doing vodka-involved damage. "Damon is an absolute dream," I smiled.
"Thank god you've finally got a man to tie you down," She giggled returning from the kitchen, "I want all the details!"
I took off my boots and leant my feet on the table "uhm well I'm going to be f.ucked"
"What do you mean?" she raised one eyebrow, opening the bottle and pouring the vodka in our glasses.
"I mean he likes me" I took the glass Lex was handing me and I placed it on my lips, breathing the heavy smell of alcohol.
She put some ice cubes on her drink, eyeing at me "is it that bad?"
"Yes Lex, for C.hrist's sake!" I yelled looking at her with eyes wide opened, I tossed my head back and I drank down all my vodka, then I handed the glass to her "another one please"
"Sorry Miss Elkann but you have two hands and you can take it by yourself" she mocked me, sticking her tongue out.
"Fine" I shrugged "I was saying by the way that the deal is...I don't like him"
Lex shook his head as she noticed me drinking from the bottle, "F.uck Soph he's hot, no girl on earth would say the opposite"
"Let me say, I like him phisically and mentally too. but that's it. He told me instead he might have feelings for me." I gave a long lasting look to Lex, then I shook my hands in the hair, yelling "FEELINGS LEX? do you get it? F.UCKING FEELINGS!"
"Oh god Soph this is terrific!" she bring a hand on her heart, speaking with a dramatic tone "you've actually found a human being and not a robot. I can feel your pain"
She gave me a bad look, jocking, then she grab a pillow and threw it at me, "why can't just enjoy this whole thing?"
"Because I'm f.ucked up" I smiled sliding next to her and resting my head on her shoulder.
She turned her head to me, looking down "Do you wanna to be cuddled now?" she giggled "you look like a cat"
I made a funny face "meow"
"God why are you so stupid?" she laughed punching gently my tight.
"Because I am. but fine, now let's go to the serious part" I raised my head, facing her.
She stared at me puzzled, c.ocking her head aside "can we empty the vodka bottle first?"
I smirked, taking the vodka and drinking the half of the content. "This is all yours" I headed it to her.
"I feel like you're going to say something I won't like" she sighed pulling the bottle towards her lips and drinking it all.
I crossed my legs on the couch, taking a cigarette and lighing it, inhaling it slowly.
"You can talk now" Lex snorted.
"Well. I gotta tell you some things sweetie." I faked a smile, blinking my lashes "what the f.uck was on your mind when you hooked up with Andrew?"
Her mouth dropped open, she muttered "I j-just you know.."
"uhm" I raised one finger in the air to cut her off "I'm not finished. Second thing. Do you realize that Ar could be not too pleased about it? or that maybe he's using you just to get her jealous? Third thing. Do you know that there's no really need to f.uck Hicks just to prove yourself that you're over Ry? because you know, I don't think it's gonna working."
"How do you know it?" she folded her arms on her chest, her voice was barely audible.
I hugged her tight "Because you're my ragdoll and I know what is on your mind. Talk to me Lex, don't be afraid. There must be no secrets between us, no taboos."
She drew in a deep breath, "I miss him Soph," she said, "I miss Ryder."
"I know you do," I replied with a caring look in my eyes, "But hooking up with random guys isn't going to make you stop missing him."
"I know it isn't," she half-whispered on the brink of tears, "But I do miss him and it helps."
I placed an arm around her shoulders and squeezed here tight, I knew exactly how she felt, "Trust me, sweetheart, it doesn't. Moving on to a new guy isn't going to make you get over him."
"But I don't want to get over him," she cried with tears spilling over her cheeks, "I just want to feel something again!"
I squeezed her even tighter, "This isn't the way to do it honey," I said wisely, "Whatever happens is meant to be."
Funny how good I was at giving advices to anyone but myself.
She wiped her cheeks clean of tears and stopped her crying, "You're right," she said giving Soph a small smile, "You always are."
I smiled too. "Good," I replied, "Now please tell me you're going to stay away from Andrew for good."
She hesitated, "Well..." I stammered.
"Lex..." I said giving her a concerned look.
"We're just friends."
"There's no such thing as 'just friends' with Andrew, Lex!" I exclaimed. God I couldn't beleve she was so naive. "And how is Ar going to feel about this?"
"I don't know Soph!" She answered, "But you have to promise me you won't tell her what happened!"
I looked at Lex uneasily. Hiding something to Ar was against our pact as the Three Musketeers.
"Soph..." She said with pleading eyes.
"...Fine," I said hesitantly, hoping to not regret it later, "But this friendship is NOT Sophie-approved."