77PART TWO OF jusst stuff you shouldnt care about
7-27-11
7-26-11
7-18-11 ten days. and im still not done.
7-8-11. i hope im done.
6-19-11 I POSTED AGAIN! v just sayin
(6-12-11 so i hope this is the last time ill be posting somethingmajor, im really happy right now because i dont like him. ive done my best to get over him and its working. i just hope i can make it through the last two weeks of school.)
if you havent read the first it kinda make sense to read this second....
http://www.polyvore.com/jusst_stuff_you_shouldnt_care/collection?id=845558
updated
6-10-11
6-12-11
6-19-11
7-8-11
7-26-11
7-18-11 ten days. and im still not done.
7-8-11. i hope im done.
6-19-11 I POSTED AGAIN! v just sayin
(6-12-11 so i hope this is the last time ill be posting somethingmajor, im really happy right now because i dont like him. ive done my best to get over him and its working. i just hope i can make it through the last two weeks of school.)
if you havent read the first it kinda make sense to read this second....
http://www.polyvore.com/jusst_stuff_you_shouldnt_care/collection?id=845558
updated
6-10-11
6-12-11
6-19-11
7-8-11
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- 77"6-10-11 so this week hasnt been very good for me, monday night we got in a fight." — alyssathegreat
352"for the whole past week i just wanted someone to talk to. no one really cared for more then 5 minutes. i needed someone that i could send everything he said to me and have them tell me its going to be ok." — alyssathegreat
108"me: k well before i log off and probably wont talk to you for a while since i wont start a conversation and you dont talk to me at school, or even at the bus stop. why me? you could easily get someone whos skinnier and prettier then me. whats so great about me? Dan has logged off." — alyssathegreat
1267"i dont think ill ever forget that first night we were on gmail video chat, and one of us said something and i smiled and then you smiled, and it was just this perfect cute little smile that ill never see again." — alyssathegreat
123"schools almost over. i wont be seeing you over the summer. what if your not going to the same high school? i already know your not taking the bus next year." — alyssathegreat- 1559$329 - homedecorators.com"all i can say is that forever i will think of you when i hear sunshine. ill also think about how i meant nothing to you all this time." — alyssathegreat
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- 735"but the thing is i dot know that i am? my moms almost always mad at me, my dads always at work or soccer, my friends are never there when i need them most and if they are they dont care." — alyssathegreat
- 1032"never held hands with a guy. almost with him twice but only because we were walking so close" — alyssathegreat
- 885"i keep going back an rereading everything we've said. i cry so often because of him." — alyssathegreat
- 237"i was so happy to change it to june, morgyn had written i love dan on may and then page wrote a lot under it." — alyssathegreat
- 85"i hate that im in love with him." — alyssathegreat
- 342"i really liked him i hated how much i liked him. today during science i wrote on a paper after the test, "it took two years for me to realize. and it too you two minutes to ruin it."" — alyssathegreat
- 72"something good better happen soon.since im probably never talking to him again" — alyssathegreat
- 98"this was monday night. Dan: ok that doesn't make sense and u can trust me u know that!! me: actually dan i dont know 11:17 PM Dan: yeah u do!! me: how?!? 11:19 PM Dan: u know wen we skyped and u didn't know that u could take pics without the other person knowing well i didn't take any!!!! and if i did u won't hav known cause u didn't know that u could do that and i didn't take any!!!!!!!!!! 11:20 PM me: and so im just supposed to send you the pictures instead? 11:21 PM saves you from the trouble of taking them yourself and maybe feeling bad? 11:22 PM Dan: no i could hav taking them and wouldn"t of cared but i didn't cause ik u didn't want me to" — alyssathegreat
- 240"what did i ever do to you!? nothing! your girlfriend hated me im sorry for that! but maybe you shouldnt have asked her out! and not even just that, last year?! you would go from being mean around your friends then youd be walking into me in the hallway to get my attention and trying to open my locker and wrestling me and being fairly nice." — alyssathegreat
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- 202"i already know ill be single forever." — alyssathegreat
- 158"I DONT KNOW WHY?! I HATE YOU." — alyssathegreat
- 60"i was a bitch, i tried to say sorry but you didnt even care." — alyssathegreat
- 344"she got over you! why cant i? i saw her status on facebook! "Found somebody who does it better then he can, no more making me cry ." why cant i?" — alyssathegreat
- 530"hes not worth it hes not worth it hes not worth it hes not worth it hes not worth it hes not worth it hes not worth it hes notworth it hes notworth it hes not worth it he not worth it hes not worth it hes not worth it hes not worth it hes notworth it hes notworth it hes not." — alyssathegreat
- 974"you and me have got history we had chemistry . i dont even know what to do anymore." — alyssathegreat
- 20"yea what happened? why isnt everything working out?" — alyssathegreat
- 188"i really hope theres someone out there w\for me. thats the only thing that keeps me going." — alyssathegreat
- 284"every 11:11 for the past two weeks "i wish to feel the same way he feels" i cant tell if its worked yet." — alyssathegreat
- 484"it ruins there 8th grade year. ruins it." — alyssathegreat
- 833"i dont know what to do anymore" — alyssathegreat
- 479"no ones going too! nothing is! hes broken my heart. im 14 and i have a broken heart. and ive been used." — alyssathegreat
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- 1031"im not shopping there for a while. and if i do theres no way in hell hes findin out" — alyssathegreat
- 1270"why have a held on so long? i thought that something good would come from it. i was waiting for the new york trip. its next week hes in my group. but nothing good is going to happen! why would it!" — alyssathegreat
- 365"now i keep thinking did he ever like me? savannah told me yesterday that his mom told her mom ( and her mom told her) that he hates me and im so in love with him and im annoying." — alyssathegreat
- 357"one day im just going to snap at you in person. i already did on gmail monday night." — alyssathegreat
- 276"does he ever think that? probably not. he just likes to stare at me in the hallway." — alyssathegreat
- 442"i do this all the time.i go through ever thing hes said to me in that past week." — alyssathegreat
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- 135"6-12-11 im done. as of right now im living with not liking you. im not sure whats gonna happen as soon as i see you monday, but i dont want to think about that. i hope you see my status on gmail, thats why i unblocked you." — alyssathegreat
- 1549"6-19-11 k so i didnt like you for a whole two days great." — alyssathegreat
- 164"tuesday morning i started liking him again and i was really mad at myself" — alyssathegreat
- 557"so the new york trip was amazing and i realized all the reasons why i shouldnt hate him (kinda good kinda bad thin to do but whatever" — alyssathegreat
- 1"k so this was at the united nations in new york, and im the one next to the blonde (savannah is the blonde, im next to her, laryssas next to me and dans next to laryssa) and after we went to the united nations we went to the wax museum and he followedme" — alyssathegreat
- 194"< continued and so he followed me around and was always touching me (not in abad way u pervs) and if there was some one between us he'd move to be next to me" — alyssathegreat
- 364"7-8-11 i talked to him the other day. he said that people make mistakes. that everything that happened, it was all because he was bored. he said he made the mistake of making me think he liked me like i liked him." — alyssathegreat
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- 58"and Im going crazy." — alyssathegreat
- 1267"7-18-11 i thought i was ok but it turns out im not." — alyssathegreat
- 553"i read a bunch of really old emails, i started really old and read them all the way to the newer. im the most annoying person ever and its no wonder you hate me." — alyssathegreat
- 781"i imagine someone who saves me from all this i fall in love with him and he never hurts me never lies and every things perfect." — alyssathegreat
- 175""and she said i think ill go to boston" and i said " last time i was in boston, boy oh boy cute boys, man oh man why cant they be here?"" — alyssathegreat
- 1040"but then i start to feel bad for that person because i know what it feels like to be the one listening to everyone else problems and never saying my own so then i stop talking to them" — alyssathegreat
- 2431$7.95 - patinastores.com"i just started crying when i saw this everything and anything that says love makes me cry" — alyssathegreat
- 752"id rather be nine then 14 but then again id end up being 14 again anyways" — alyssathegreat
- 346"so for the past couple weeks days whatever its been since i last wrote in this ive been trying really hard to get over him and it was working until i saw him the other day. shirtless." — alyssathegreat
- 1522"actually im annoying therefore single forever" — alyssathegreat
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- 1254""everyone makes mistakes sometimes" 'yea whats your mistake?" "making you think that i like you like you like me"" — alyssathegreat
- 86"remember? someone sent me a picture." — alyssathegreat
- 127"i saved ths because my name is alyssa. im putting it here because im better than him." — alyssathegreat
- 1944"today someone told me that if i guy on and off like someone its just the way they are going from one girl to the next. so i asked what if they keep going back to the same girl." — alyssathegreat
- 96"cuz when you're 15 and somebody says they love you, you gotta believe them" — alyssathegreat
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- 61"i hope you know i thought of you when she sang our song and you belong with me because you used to sing them" — alyssathegreat
- 96"2am every night cursing your name" — alyssathegreat
- 4684"i miss it and i think about you and new york and everything everyday" — alyssathegreat
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- 429"i built walls because my bridges were torn down, ripped apart and burned" — alyssathegreat