I was late, fu.ck i slipped on a dress, found out the shoes i wore last night, grabbed my bags and ran to the place everyone was meeting to go to Beligium.
i found out about what happened last night, and well i felt bad, for Lauren because nobody believed her, he.ll i was drugged once and if Jaz wouldn't have been there ugh i dont even want to think about it. and well i feel really bad for Kiana i've never been in her place but i bet she feels like crap right now.
we got into the plane and i sat next to.. Lauren... we talked about random stuff and well i really did not wanted to press the subject, when my blackberry beeped...
"How's my troublemaker doing? J-"
i smiled and texted back.
"just fine, how's my fave bartender S-"
and i stared at the phone when Laurens voive brought me back from my slumber.
"Saam!" she whispere yelled.
"sh.it Lauren sorry, what's up?" i said and smiled a bit embarrased.
"whose got you so lovey dovey, he must be pretty awesome boyfriend!" she said.
my face fell slightly but i recovered right away,
"ohhh nooo hahaha Jaz is not my boyfriend, he is a really awesome friend back home" i say feeling the weird thing on the back of my stomach i've been feeling eveytime i think bout Jaz.
"well it doesnt seem like 'just friends' to me, trust me i know this things" she said and winked.
i was about to answer when another text came in.
"im doing just fine, i miss u though, dont fine any hot guys in Europe, u might brake my heart ;) J-"
i know he was joking, we always joke like this, but a part of me wanted Laurens comment to be true... right?
"Trust me J there are plenty or European arm candy i wanna take but nobody takes ur place babe! :) S-" i texted back.
i waited for his reply, and i did the math and it was almost 4am back in NY.
"Fine, as long as im #1 darling! J-" he texted and i grinned. he will always be.
"well duh! u r #1 well maybe #2 i met Tom first S-" i texted and laughed remember the bouncer from the Club. he was going to get mad.
"Doesnt matter, im #1 u know u love me! and besides i give u free Patron! haha J-"
You know you love me... do i? you know love him...?
"yes i think you do!" Lauren answered bored.
"i thought out loud again?" i asked embarrased.
"yupp" she answered. turning the page in this month's Vogue.
"maybe:) S-" i texted and waited for his answer... it never came. maybe he just fell asleep... or i hope so.