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PWR; She said I think I'll go to Boston; I think I'll start a new life. I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name.
Boston - Augustana
I had this whole storyline planned out but I got lazy and fell behind and now PWR is closing. :( This was my first real RP! I remember the first time I did a collab, it was with Laila and I was soo damn confused LMFAO. I just can't believe it's closing.. :/ My ending for Raina is gonna be long so I'll try to break it up into 3 parts. This is part 1.
[FLASHBACK - 3 YEARS AGO]
"I can't marry you Jay..." I whispered, my voice trembling. He averted his eyes like he couldn't even bare to look at me. "I'm moving to California to live with my sister.. I told you this already. Asking me to marry you won't make me stay!" I screamed. Every second that he was silent I was just trying not to burst into tears.
He sighed, scrubbing his hands over his face. "Raina I didn't ask you marry me just so you could stay, I asked because I love you what don't you get!" he yelled, making me jump.
"Jay please understand..." I reached out for him but he stepped back, walking away.
He held his hands up. "Forget it.. I don't get why I even asked. You're selfish and you don't care about anyone else but yourself."
"Are you serious!? I'M selfish!? You're selfish, you've been toying with my heart for two f.cking years Jay! And now suddenly you want to purpose to me?" I was screaming so loud that everyone on my block could probably hear me but I didn't care.
"Raina don't start this bullsh.t like you're some perfect person. If anyone's to blame for the way things were back then its you." He shook his head smirking, "You're just as much as selfish b.tch as you were then."
He knew exactly what to say to make my blood boil, and it drove me f.cking insane."Screw you Jay." I pushed past him walking towards the front door, I had nothing else to say. I didn't want to cry in front of him, I didn't want him to feel as if he won. I stood by the door for a second waiting for the moment where he would stop me, and say he was sorry and that he didn't mean any of it. But he didn't so I left.
[ PRESENT - 3 long years later ]
"I can't believe you're finally back!" Milla smiled widel, continuing to drive down the busy streets of Boston. "Ethan is so excited to meet his Aunt Rain."
I grinned, " I can't wait to meet the little guy. Is everyone still here?"
She shook her head. "January still hasn't come back, Daisy and David left and I think they had a baby girl? And poppy is still here with Brody and Avery still I think? I haven't talked to everyone in so long!"
I shifted in my seat uncomfortably, "What about Jay.." I tried to sound calm.
"Jay? Oh he's still here.." She said nervously.
"What is it you're not telling me Milla?" I stared back at her confused.
She glanced over at me quickly, "Jay's getting married."
My heart felt like it literally fell out of my as.s. "Oh." I said flatly, blinking.
"Yeah.. but she's not even that pretty!" ..That meant she was gorgeous.
"He's really getting married huh?" I asked dumbly.
"Yeah he invited me.. but I won't go." She sounded as if she was asking me.
"No.. it's fine!" I put on a fake smile.
"The wedding rehearsal is sometime next week.. maybe we should go?"
"Great, I would love to meet his bride-to-be." I tried not to sound as pissed off as I probably looked. I don't get why I was so mad. Jay and I ended a long time ago. But the thought of him marrying someone else mad me physically sick.
"Are you sure.." Milla shot me a glare, she looked frighten and confused at the same time
"Positive." I muttered to myself.
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