so yesterday i finally got around to watching 5x03 of glee, aka the finn episode - and basically, i cried for 6 hours straight. i couldn't stop. my heart hurt. i was nauseous. my head killed. it was one of the hardest things i've ever had to watch.
i hope cory is looking down right now and seeing how many people miss and love him. i never knew him. i never got to meet him. i only saw him live once at glee in concert in toronto, and i have crappy seats.
glee helped me survive middle school. it helped me survive being alone for three whole years of my life. finn was the one character i had loved since the very beginning. the one i cared for most. cory was the smiling, putting people first guy, and i just wanted to meet him and hug him and tell him how much i loved him, but i didn't get the chance. so right now, i hope he's up in heaven, feeling happy as he looks down and sees everyone who has ever cared for him. from lea to all his billions of fans,
rest in peace, cory allan monteith.
i'll never forget the impact you had and continue to have on me. you saved my life, and i'll never forget that.
you're always gonna be my quarterback.
thanks to everyone who has been there for me lately. i didn't know cory personally, and i know it seems crazy, but i've been a huge mess, and you've all supported me and helped me, so i appreciate that.
love you all.
#ripcorymonteith #ripcory #glee.