First off,I'll take more times to catching up you guys after this,Thx for always support ,pls waiting for me:)
This week of mine totally tired me off
and yesterday[i means Mar,12 in my timezone] is the day of tired I've baseball 2 games before the day of my debate class 1 won&1 lose and caused me lose energy an early,
I never have experience for master debate before,first time for my master studies to go debate thesis topic,i dislike how they include another faculty can watching us in big seminar room.
6 professor VS 1 student is a scary thing killing me today they keep their eyes looking towards me like never watching me before,Idk if i describe the situation i was killing my ego.
I'm totally nervous and i can't hide it,never complained about study life before but this time it's hard for me
everyone kinda ready to debate and i think i'm not ready but expecting for i'll pass it
not even can take a relax yet,for only who passed this debate can go to interview on Sat,16
I repeat myself pls heaven lets me passed.
After finished hard time for debate my brain totally stayed blank mode ... nope i can't rest gotta go i've baseball to continue i'm kinda hurt my wrist since i pitching so many balls on this week
this game not gonna end easy at 9 inning
my team hitter were strike out of 2 ,when i see them walk out coz of got strike automatic the pitcher carrying hope in hands home run, home run!!
at least this week we win and can rest 1 week.
Not end yet go to work with rush time finally the day of my 18 hours non-stop doing all those things
i fall sleep
just realized i'm totally stress out,lose some weight and i got panda eyes need eye cream for my beauty ,ice cream and chocolate for life~
Also,i missed you a lot friends i feeling like i've lose sth far away
Haha<33 I still lala my mode on
i just stress from sudden everything are come to me ,realized i'm getting old i can't do study+game+work with sleep 3-4 hrs/day last few years ago i can even come to polyvore after i finished my day but now i can't...