I wonder if it hunts down people who don't want love, people who are afraid.
Afraid of vulnerability. o.o
This set was my attempt to be INNOVATIVE.
Which you know, turned out spectacular.
And By spectacular, I mean ohmygodwhatisthiseven. Don't ever let me try to be innovative again.
I was trying to make half pictures, half drawings...didn't work.
How are you guys?
Has summer started, how's that been?
@nikkipop You better get back on and make your beautiful sets again, we miss you like crazy, and I'm curious about how your summer has been.
I have to ask something.
Has anybody had Visual Snow/ Grainy Eyesight/ HPPD
Because I have that.
and it sucks ass.
and It'd make me feel like my life sucks a little less, if I wasn't the only one.
Because sometimes it gets really irritating.
and when I close my eyes, I still have it.
SO THERE'S NO FREAKING ESCAPE.
AND I WANT TO STAB SOMETHING.
WITH A PENCIL.
I haven't talked to Nick after our whole conversation...or the conversation I kind of tried to drag on about ....*silence*
....going to prison...
----SO I GUESS I'M NOT THE GREATEST AT SMALL TALK.
He was saying that his summer was boring, like every summer is.
Summer shouldn't be boring.
So I kind of freaked out and told him he had to do something exciting, or crazy, or stupid....because...YOLO.
I'm kidding HSDFLKSAHDF.
I DID NOT TELL HIM YOLO.
OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT.
I MEAN....IF I DID...IT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY HE HASN'T TALKED TO ME OR MADE ANY ATTEMPT OF COMMUNICATION IWTH ME.
I suggested dressing up as spiderman and running through the streets screaming I AM VOLDEMORT.
Because for some reason, in my head, it sounded like the best idea ever.
There was a long silence that followed my suggestion.
But he replied after, claiming that, if he did that, he would, you know...I quote "GET ARRESTED FOR DISTURBING THE SANITY OF THE PUBLIC."
and I was all like: shhhh. Details...
and he was like: Fine. You come and do it with me, and then we can both hang out in jail.
and I was like: Only if they serve good food.
and he was like: true.
I was not totally recapping my entire conversation with him, with you.
That would be weird.
He's cool though ^_^ He really is. ^_^
I went online later, and well..
Two days ago, this kid from my school messaged me,
I mean it wasn't too uncommon, we spoke a couple times throughout the year on facebook, I said hi to hima couple times in the hallways. He used to be friends' with my younger brother when they were little.
It was completely normal, he said hey, I said, hi ^^, he said how are you, i said fine, how are you. asked him about school and summer and the last week of school.
He replied that the last day of school felt long
I said It was tiring
But then that's where it began to go off topic.
He mentioned something about me looking good during the last week.
which realy surprised me.
and I wasn't sure if I read what he said quite right. I mean .-. I was kind of extremely careful over clothes and make up, because of Nick :/
but. I mean. IT OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T WORK BECAUSE HE ASKED OUT ANOTHER GIRL.
Not that I care.
Psh. Over it.
Well. I don't know.
I just like talking to him :/
He's cool x]
So I stayed calm, and was like, That's nice of you to say, but no.
and he was like: Well you looked great.
and I was like, Thanks I guess x]
and he was like for?
and I was like: Being nice ... x]
and he was like: I was just telling a beautiful girl that she was beautiful.
and then I went into complete freakout denial. -.-
im not pretty.
Then he had to go and asked we could talk tomororw, and I was all like sure ^^
because I'M STUPID.
AND I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS THAT BIG OF A DEAL.
BECAUSE WHEN HE'S NOT ACTING WIERD, HE'S FUN TO TALK TO.
The next day he's like Hey beautiful.
And I'm like. O____________________________O
and then I make some excuse and go.
Howa re you beautiful?
and I was like O_____O
Not beautiful, good, how are you ^^
I'M JUST .
I WASN'T FLIRTING
I WAS JUST USING. THAT FACE.
BECAUSE IT'S HAPPY
AND I ALWAYS USE THAT FACE. D:
Because then he said he was cold, said something about me being a babe and how i should come over and warm him up.
and then I said naw and made up an excuse and left.
Drea thinks he was hacked or it was a prank or dare.
I have no idea.
I've been kind of guarded now.
Whenever a guy talks to me:
me: O____O WHAT SHAMPOO DO YOU USE.
me: HOW DO YOU PART YOUR HAIR. O_O
I'm sorry for my constant use of the words " and i was like."
" and he was like"
and mostly the word "like"
I also apologize for going into great detail about the conversations I've had with others recently.
I don't know why I just wrote about it o.0
I just did. ashdlka. what.
I hope you are all well. :3
Kisa came to visit.
and she WHIPPED ME WITH A T-SHIRT.
BECAUSE I DIDN'T PUBLISH FIERY RED HAIR IN A LONG TIME.
So I guess I'll have to get onto that this summer.
I hope you are all well.