Okay, so here a couple of pictures/quotes the describe a certain part of my life. So the first picture of the girl with the tube stuck on her face describes the part of my life when I was diagnosed with Juvanile Arthritis. I wouldn't eat my tablets, so the nurses had to put a tube in my nose, that lead down into my stomach. That picture also describes my other health issues.
Now, you may have noticed that I've thrown in a couple of Socially Awkward Penguin pics, because that's right guys, I'm THE most socially awkward person you will ever meet. I roll around in my own awkwardness. I don't have a gazillion friends like some people I know, but I have enough to keep me happy (and sane). But yeah, I love my friends, I can share almost any of my problems with them, and they can make me laugh until I cry. The Simpsons and Spongebob are the greatest shows on earth.
Being a teenager is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. I've grown up in a society where I had to start wearing makeup to school, even at the age of 11. I used to be friends with people who would constantly put me down, and send my self-esteem plummeting with any little comment. Looking back on it now, I realised that being friends with them has killed me. I'm still extremely self concious of everything I do, in the way I look and act. It got really bad when I was 13, with getting kicked out of a friendship group, and constantly being abused, it did take its toll on me. And so yeah, life sucked when I was 13 and 14.
ANYWAY, enough of all the negative stuff, my life may be a little sad, it's not THAT miserable. I have big dreams of becoming an architect when I'm older, or perhaps an actor or zoo-ologist. I really believe those things are going to happen one day. I'm also really awkward and shy when you first meet me, but get to know me some more and I'm extremely confident and random. I like funny Tumblr stuff, so I often have random outbursts of laughter when I think back on something I saw on Tumblr. So yeah, that's all for now, if I find anymore pics I'll add them. CIAO! x
**Edit: Hi guys. It's been a year since I've made this. Things are so different now. I love everything in my life. The good, the bad. Especially the bad, and want to know why? I can make it into art! Drawing, comics, stories..... I've never thought that turning pain into something creative could be so much fun. I'm a lot more confident now. Although I'm often a misanthropic who hates the world and everyone who walks it, I couldn't love my life any more than I do. Weird, isn't it?