Blah. I don't know why, but I feel tired and fat and just awful.
Ah, so this is what it feels like.
"First chance to talk about your 'relationship,' don't mess it up," Eun Hee unnie whispered to me as I finished my photoshoot and headed into the room with the interviewer.
"Now, So Hee shi, you're one of the new members in Sunshine Starlight, correct?" I nodded and smiled sweetly as he proceeded with a question. "How does it like living in one house with 15 girls having different characteristics?"
"It was really hard at first for me," I admitted. "I'm not really a talkative person, but the other members made it easier for me to adjust to the dorm lifestyle." He nodded and went on to the next question in the script.
"Only a few days after you debuted, you were involved in a scandal. Can you elaborate a little more on your love life?" I bit my lip and nodded, not sure of what to say.
"Well...Heechul...oppa....and I...wanted to be true to our fans from the beginning," I answered after stuttering awkwardly. "We felt that it wasn't fair to keep secrets from our fans. There might be some parts of their private lives that idols can't reveal, but we felt like this was not one of them." Phew. This would be sure to lessen some of those antis, right? It sounded good, right? Why did I even get myself into this mess?
"Then can you describe your ideal man for us?"
"Ne?" I laughed lightly and nodded. "Well I would like someone who's very outgoing and can lead a girl. It might contradict with my shy personality a little, but I think opposites attract." Actually, I didn't have a type at all. The only boy I had ever been close to was Ji Ho, and we rarely even talked because of my busy, secret schedule.
"Ah, so Heechul is definitely your Prince Charming, isn't he?" We both laughed.
"I guess you could say so."
"If you weren't singing, what would you be doing?"
"I'd probably be pursuing my dreams to act. I've always had an interest in acting, and I'd like to appear in a movie before I die." I laughed again, trying to seem as friendly and cute as I could.
"Can you give a message to your fans?" I nodded and smiled warmly into the camera.
"Anyeonghasayo, I'm Sunshine Starlight's So Hee. I hope you think of our group and my relationship kindly." I paused and laughed a little before continuing. "We're working to become the best group that we can be; please continue to support us!" The interviewer clapped and we concluded the filming.
As I walked off the set, someone grabbed me by the arm. "Boo!" I shrieked and instictively smacked whoever was behind me. When I saw who it was, my mouth formed a little "o," and I quickly bowed and apologized.
"H-Heechul shi, what are you doing here?"
"Yah, if you're pretending to date So Hee, you might as well visit her from time to time! Your schedule already ended, didn't it? Get your lazy butt off the couch!" His voice was an exact imitation of Eun Hee unnie.
"S-she said that? I'm sorry, you can leave; I can get home by myself."
Heechul shook his head. "Nah, I'd rather be with you. My schedule really did end," he said with a laugh. I blushed at the fact that he said he wanted to spend more time with me even though he was probably doing it for more publicity.
I'm currently watching Super Junior cuts. Who knew Henry was so cute and Eunhyuk was SO hilarious? (Well, I already knew Eunhyuk was hilarious, but still...)