I've never understood how people you've never met can have such an impact on someone's life until this past week.
I spent about 7 days away from the internet, away from my usual atmosphere.
And I've come to realize that without my idols, I think I'd be pretty depressed. And I have been.
They are always there if I want them to be. Like, I'm not trying to be soppy, but both Phil and Dan have had a huge impact on my life whether anyone says so or not.
While I was gone, I was looking around at the friend groups at school realizing that I really didn't have many people I could talk to about anything, I was envious of those people who did. I felt lonely.
When I thought about it, I don't need anybody but MYSELF to be happy.
And those two idiots have helped me realize this.
Phil Lester, Amazingphil and Danisnotonfire, Dan Howell are my idols.
It's not just an obsession with them, they are the two people I look up to. I have my reasons for this.