So, I'm going to Utah! :D
It's no official, yet, though.
I still need to buy my ticket.
But I AM going.
I'm so darn excited! ;D
So much that I planned some outfits already!
Like this one.
I'm thinking about wearing it to church.
My first day back at that church!
The outfit's cute, stylish, and hopefully warm.
I'm gonna straighten my hair and wear make-up.
Gotta look pretty for those good folks! ;)
...but yeah, I am doing in for that guy :o
I don't talk to him anymore, and I don't want to.
At least I think I don't.
I've gotten so close with my cousin & I don't want to disappoint him.
But who knows, maybe when I see him, things may change.
Like I may talk to him and it'll be like old times.
I hope it's not.
But then again, I don't wanna ignore him.
And it's gonna be awkward.
OMG I'm freaking out!! :|
It's also gonna be awkward with this one chick.
She just so happens to be the guy's ex and my cousin's bff.
I told my cousin I thought she didn't like me.
And he told her!
She said thought I was "ok".
I don't hate. I really don't.
I just, I don't know.
I felt like she didn't.
And I just haaaad to tell my cousin!?
Uh-oh, more awkwardness at church.
I just plan to say "hi", and go with someone else.
My other cousins ;P
I'll figure it out over there.
And I shouldn't worry.
I'm going there to have fun.
So I shall have fun!
Can't wait! :D