Stressing over everything recently.
Been browsing College Confidential threads.
Why do I feel so inferior to all these people.
It's like I'm never satisfied.

A couple of state awards {and still awaiting if I'm going to nationals... probably not}, random scholarships for private school, and years of playing the same instrument(s) yet unspectacularly? That's all I have. Colleges I've dreamed of attending since I was a toddler won't ever accept me. I'm not pure genuis or a child savant in my dream field. I only have an IQ of 140 {I got tested on a random scantron test a few years ago for this magnet school}, while other kids are child prodigies and sheer brilliant. Barely enough to apply myself to any prestigious awards {science olympiads, intel, siemens, etc.} I want to cry to myself about how I'll die with my utterly mediocre life. I sound so horrible right now and ungrateful for this life... WHY SO HORMONAL?! Haha awkward.

I should probably stop stressing out cuz I'm only going into high school first year. People have told me to worry about college junior year and enjoy freshmen year, but I just can't. Even if my GPA falls to A's and {the horror} B's. * CRIES *
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swanlakemorning
Wrote 4 years ago
GOSH! Wow! This is my favourite!
It's gorgeous!

efitzger
Wrote 4 years ago
not at all expected but simply gorgeous. have fun in school. colleges look at extra cirricular a lot. run for student body prez, join all the clubs, do a study abroad, get a job, you will get into the colleges you dream.

goongja
Wrote 4 years ago
very pretty

littlediva
Wrote 4 years ago
Great set, cute dress!

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