collab with Makenzi! :)
Fuck around, get wasted, do whatever the hell you want.
I was bored, like really bored, and I just bought this shit weed, so I decided to made my way to the kitchen and get some hash brownies done
"Oh, hi" i said, walking right into some gorgeous dark blonde girl, she pushed her sleeves down, unconsciously.
"hey" she said and was about to turn around when i smiled.
"i was making hash brownies, and a sandwich... should i make two?" i asked and she shot me a shy smile.
"i can make the subs if you want, you focus on the brownies, as long as i get one" she said and i smirked.
"Deal" i said and extended my hand, she chuckled and shook it.
"Im Isis by the way" i smiled.
"Carmen" she smiled.
She got to work and started making the sandwiches.
I began humming and she asked "What song is that?"
"Undisclosed Desires, you know Muse" i said and she smiled.
"its good" she said and i grinned. i was overly happy but i was high on pills. "Yes, they are very good, i thought of making them turkey, but you can change that" i said and she shook her head.
"Turkey its fine" she said and her eyes widened when i opened the ziploc bag filled with second quality weed i bought from the garden keeper.
"are you going to pour that whole thing?" she asked with a wary smile.
"yeah, its not that good that's why im baking it" i smiled.
"Huh," she nodded and went back to quietly fixing the sandwiches.
"You dont talk much do you?" i asked and smiled. She shyly smiled back.
"Not much" she said.
i dug through my purse and found the pills. "pop this, it loose you up if you want" i said and handed her the bottle.
"Thanks.." she answered.
i finished mixing the bowl and poured it on the aluminum pan, placing it on the over heated oven, i smiled to myself i've always loved to cook. i thought how much Will would enjoy this treats.
"what can i get you to drink mademoiselle?" i asked with a french accent, she cracked a smile.
"just a soda Isis" she said with a low chuckle. i nodded and got out of the fridge two Cokes.
"merci" she said continuing the joke and i smiled.
"this is" i said and took another bite "fucking good" i said and she smiled.
"thanks" she said in a low voice.
"why are you here Carmen?" i asked in a whisper.
she swallowed her bite of the sandwich. "Here, in general?" she said, using her hand to gesture around us. "..My parents say I'm a recluse."
"you have your mother and father? that's cool" i said and she nodded but didn't reply. i was about to cross the line, when the timer from the brownies rang.
"Browniees" i said and plopped off the stool, reaching for a small kitchen towel to take out the hot pan.
the whole kitchen smelled like chocolate when i opened the oven's door.
"are you always this... erm.. happy?" she asked.
"Not really its because of those" i said and pointed to the pills on the counter, she politely pushed them away and i shrugged with a smile, those were not for everybody.
"What about you, Miss?" she pulled herself onto one of the counters and crossed her legs. She took a sip of the soda. "Why are you here?"
"you know the usual, sex, drinks, weed, pills" i said and shrugged. i was not embarrassed in the slightest, and im still standing the fact that i dont have any kind of addiction. i just really like sex and weed.
"You dont seem..." she trailed off.
"embarrassed?" i asked she nodded."not at all." i smiled taking one crumb and placing it on my mouth.
she nodded and looked down at her lap. "You know," she began as she looked up to me. "You're a... pretty cool chick."
"thanks!" i smiled. "so are you" i said and looked down, i accidentally looked at her wrist, i couldn't help but gasp "Carmen" i whispered.
She quickly covered her arm with her sleeve. but i stopped her, "hey its alright, we all have sh.it in our lives, im not one to judge, so get ready to eat some fan-fucking-tastic brownies" i said and tries to smile reassuringly
she took the brownie that I offered. "I swear, I don't cut. I decided to wander into the forest on one of my acid trips - inspiration for my writing, I suppose - and I tripped, scraping my arm and slicing my wrist." she swallowed a bite, then looked at me.
"Carmen, i believe you, i do, but if you were cutting yourself, i wont judge, cause i do my fair part of shitty things too" i said and smiled packing the brownies in some foil.
"you really are cool and slightly weird" she said with a low chuckle.
Thanks for that," she told me once she returned. She shot me a smile.
"sure thing hun, and remember, everyone here is fucked up, some more than others. dont be shy, people will run over you" i said and smiled. she looked at me like if she was trying to cope with everything.
i smiled and handed her another brownie, taking the bottle of pills from the counter.
"nice meeting you carmen" i said and she half smiled, sending a small wave in my direction.