A few claps were let out as the obvious drunk guy finished his version of Bon Jovi's Living on a Prayer. I didn't know why the girls wanted to go to karaoke night. I was pretty sure none of the girls were going to get up there and sing , well, i knew at least i wasn't going to.
"You should go up next." Grace said nudging me softly in the ribs.
"No." I said flatly. If i went up there I'd probably wind up singing something sappy and depressing like Total Eclipse of The Heart or something along the lines of being brokenhearted.
"C'mon, you should go Clo." Ally agreed her voice soft.
I understood that they were just trying to cheer me up but it wasn't working. I didn't want to sing, i couldn't even sing if my life depended on it.
"You guys really don't want me to go up there and sing." I warned remembering back to when Bailey informed me i sounded like a dying cat, "Plus i wouldn't know what so sing."
Well, subconsciously i know what I'd sing , but like i said it would be sappy and depressing and i didn't want to ruin anyone's night.
"I'll go up with you." Aria offered, "We can sing a Katy Perry song." She added with a smile.
While the thought of singing Hot 'n' Cold sounded like a good idea to get my emotions out, i couldn't bring myself to do it , "Seriously you girls go up there and do your thing."
"Are you sure?" Shay asked.
"Yes yes." I said giving them all a reassuring smile, "Sing your hearts out and make me proud." I laughed.
I smiled as i watched the girls sing their asses off. It was nice to see them happy even if i was in a terrible mood.
"How'd we do?" Scotland asked smiling once they finished and sat back down.
"Great." I said giving them a thumbs up, "I really liked your improv air guitar." I laughed looking over at Grace.
"I thought the song called for it." She shrugged with a laugh.
"Oh it certainly did." I agreed as my phone vibrated against the table. I let out a sigh once i noticed the text from River. He wanted to get together and talk soon.
That was either going to end up with us breaking up or moving past the whole dinner thing. I wasn't sure which one i wanted more.
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