Sweater Weather, The Neighbourhood
This turned out amazing, hooray. I think that picture of Gem is one of my favourites. This is a redo (kind of) of my girl crush challenge set for her.
I was originally going to make this set a quote-unquote bloggy since everyone seems to be doing that lately. But my bloggy was seriously depressing, and I started talking to @sophiaspastic while I was making this and she is the person who brings on my Will.I.Am feelings (I was feeling down now I'm feeling better) (it's Britney, biitch) and now I can't post something like that! So here is a revised version with only the happy/important things left in.
Here’s everything you didn’t want to know about my life, mostly things I am anxious and upset about. This wasn’t a good week, aside from the octopus salad I had yesterday. But at the end there’s a good thing. I think.
one. [in a nutshell: i want to adopt the orphaned son of a family friend but i really can't]
one (addendum): Thinking about him and this planet and everything is giving me crippling insomnia and now I sleep during the day and am awake at night, like I’m awake from five pm to ten am and then asleep the rest of it.
two. omitted [about my birthday, and growing old]
three. definitely omitted [about my boyfriend]
four. My older sister Kate is pregnant and happy and her baby is due pretty soon, March, [partially omitted]
five. I miss simplicity. I’d rather be naive and innocent than know everything and simply want to give up.
six. I’ve been reading a lot of TS Eliot lately, so that’s making me feel better. Also CS Lewis. I’m going through an authors with initials for names phase I think.
six (addendum). And I’ve been watching too much Breaking Bad. I have a bit of a crush on Heisenberg. Not for his age or appearance (not that you’re unattractive, Bryan Cranston), but because he’s just so... He is the danger.
Also I’m almost done Season Two of TVD and I am in love with Klaus, like ugh Joseph Morgan.
seven. I played Today I Live In and Job For A Day and Kate Moss Hunting with Hana and it was really amazing and I’d forgotten what she means to me. [partially omitted]
eight. omitted [self-deprecation]
nine. I have got to stop drunk-texting. And polyvoring apparently.
ten. omitted [about my eating habits lately]
eleven. I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.